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Graduation!

2007-07-11T19:29:00.000-07:00

Post on 4 July 2007
OMG.. like finally… But this is the day tt I haf been looking forward.. The day where I can see glow on my parent face.. Even though I noe my result is something I cant be proud of.. Erm..At least I got my Diploma.. Took lotsa pics… Can say I took wif almost evetyone tt I noe.. Erm.. But right now I don’t haf most of them.. So shall upload only those I haf right now..

Currently, I’m feeling so confused.. I js dunno how to put it in words.. Things happen as if I do not exist. Surrounding change every min.. My heart n brain does not even coordinate leaving me in such a confused and pathetic state. Let’s not continue this anymore.. AZIMAH! DO WHAT U NEED TO DO! Lastly, I miss BERNADET. How I wish she’s here wif me for the graduation. Bern.. hope to see ya soon…

Post on 12 July 2007
Currently, I'm in the office.. Doing nothing much.. Sometimes i feel like im being paid for nothing.. But being the good Azimah..*ehem.. I always find thing to do for myself while helping others.. Getting abit restless and boring sometime.. Not so challenging n enjoying.. But it's not like i'm wasting my time here.. THe people here are friendly.. the bosses are nice.. the environment is convienent.. Just tt i'm wanna be active.. Anyway, i'm praying hard to HIM still.. Anyway, i got my eye-candy to look out for.. LOL

Erm.. let me share this.. I have a colleague who i called him a Feng Shui Master.. He's someone who learn geomancy n stuff.. He check out my KUO number thru my year of birth and subsequently check my life direction.. For example, my success direction is facing west.. haha.. But then i'm more curious abt my romance direction then..haha.. He say it's facing my south-west in the position i'm sittting in office.. Haha.. He put a amelyst crystal facing tt direction.. haha.. Eversince, my romance life became kind of active.. Still, i'm not being syirik here.. maybe coincidence .. i still believe in ALLAH though.. This is for the fun of it.. hehe..

Due to this, I started to think about myself.. People ard me haf been showing concern regarding my life partner.. the problem is i dun haf a partner even.. I got feedback like "dont play hard to get or you'll became old maid".. "dun be so choosy or u'll end up wif someone horrible".. I'm getting a bit irritated and disturb by these comments.. I'm still young people.. I'm only 20!! yup 20!!! No hurry rite.. i noe.. i noe.. being 20 and single is pathetic to some but to me.. I believe in GOD tt he'll guide me to find my Mr. Right soon.. I'll just haf to wait and make an effort when the time come.. Falling in love for me is like once in a lifetime thing.. I dun believe people can fall again n again.. It's hard for me to fall for someone easily but when i do.. I do... It's not tt I nvr fall in love before.. Fall for it but end up feeling rejected n hurt.. The recovery period and getting over is not easy..

Til then, i'm scared of falling again... There's people out there who wants to be wif me.. they try to get me but they din try to get my heart... I dun like to hurt others.. I know the feeling of rejection too.. Now, after recovering and moving on period.. I'm stuck somewhere again... Whenever i wanna move on, there's something stopping me.. Now, it reach a point where even my family don't agree on me choosing tt someone.. Give others a chance.. ya.. i'm trying but how can i possibly do tt when my heart n brain dont coordinate.. Hate tt feeling.. Now, i got 2 choices.. Follow my heart or follow my brain.. Seriously, I dont know.. I'm js praying hard to GOD. I leave it to fate...

Currently listening to JOJO-Too little too late & how to touch a girl.....

Self update!!

2007-05-18T19:01:00.000-07:00

Hi people.. Once again I apologize for not blogging for so long.. All these while, so many things happen to me and I don’t think I can share all of them here..Currently, I’m working as a program coordinator at Life Mastery Academy @ my attachment company, PropNex. This LMA is the subsidiary company lah.. Truly, I enjoy working here as the people here are all so easy going and nice to mix around wif..

I haf so far finish my diploma and will be graduating in July.. How I miss sch now since I’m working.. I miss those lecture and breaks and hanging ard in sch in SIT club in SSN club.. with my classmate, SIT mate, SSN mate, SEG mate, those js tt I lepak wif.. ARGH!!!!!!!! Feel like I don’t want to move on in life.. Din know time will pass so fast.. Js got my transcript a few weeks a ago, and my GPA is damn low.. haiz.. My CCA point is Distinction.. wth rite? I din even get a single Dist in my academic transcript …

Now, I feel quite grown up and be more responsible of my own life.. This year turning 20 and I feel kind of weird somehow.. Looking forward for it sometimes as orh after 20 will soon be 21.. woohoo.. haha.. but sometimes I’m js contented being in my teenage life.. From Secondary sch all the way to poly life..

ACCEPT the fatc AZIMAH tt ya are OLD now.. wahaha.. But tt day when I meet upp wif fe, and abu and farhana, I was supposed to help my uncle buy cigarette and u noe wat, I din bring my IC along.. Abu n farhana were like… Nvm let us buy, if u confirm they will not believe.. They said I look like a school gal.. LOL

On Thursday, meet up wif FE and ABU again.. Always them.. jelak tau.. wahahaha..
Meet up wif them for half an hour only… What we did was.. we took some pics and then they accompany me to buy sushi.. Both of them were like so crazy cos they hang out for a few hours before meeting me up after my working hours… They and their Froblem.. Fromble? Froblem? The actual word is actually problem but they got all excited because someone sms wif typo error .. hahaha..

Klah, I’ll update my blog soon k… Miss u people…

2006-12-28T06:03:00.000-08:00

Happy!!I got my bursary.. wooho... klah...got not much time to blog.. enjoys!!

Lunch wif Supervisor

2006-12-12T22:19:00.000-08:00

Todae..i went to haf lunch wif my supervisor, Josephine at Fork n Spoon.. Not only wif
Her lah.. wif Jenny, Joel and joel’s friend, ke xian.. erm.. finally get to chat wif my supervisor.. hehe.. Erm.. she’s only 24 u noe.. haha.. I admired she.. At such a young age,
She got herself a job tt she enjoys and it is quite a good post.. At tt age, I wonder wat I’ll be doing? Erm.. haha..
At last, I got my job scope todae.. tt is data-entry.. I’ve been IT and admin stuff so far.. But I do enjoy doing tt too lah.. Learn a lot from Andrew.. Thanks Andrew.. For helping and teaching me so much.. haha.. I definitely learn something.. Another person I wan to thank is Jenny.. haha.. always there for me.. Tmr mol wont be around.. Next week Joel also wont be ard anymore.. So only u left.. erm.. hehe.. tt is also if ya not so busy.. hehe..
Btw, I got pics to share.. the day I went out wif Ferina, her brothers, Abg boy and Abg Di and cousin, EstaRino.. hahaha Btw, this guy is in camp liao.. first time during tt outing
I find him so quiet and looking so stress.. klau tk.. kacau org je.. but tt day he also got kacau me lah.. Librarian2… argh.. haha.. klah.. got to go back to work.. not yet work lah.. cos waiting for Unni, the programmer to get back to me.. erm… I really dun feel good ifi got nothing to do.. Blogging this also a fast2 one.. haha.. k..k.. bubye..

Saturday @ work..

2006-12-08T18:05:00.000-08:00

Erm.. Second week of IAP haf past..Now at work.. I haf to work on Saturday too.. Erm.. But everything seems pretty okie for me now.. I can accept the fact i'm working now.. haha.. but i somehow still prefer schooling..
Actually so many things happen during this week.. But i'm so lazy to blog abt it.. Guess.. Some people know already something happened yesterday.. Erm.. Some things are very hard to understand.. Argh!! Anything lah.. Got some FYP pics to share during last day of FYP.. awww.. I miss those time i spent during FYP.. SO carefree..

Something me lyd n Fauz do for our DTs..

My partner for my IAP project..

ME with Lyd..So bored on the second last day..

ME n chris & ME n Xiwen..

ME n CHloe.. LEsbo!! & Me n JY...HE's wearing my ring ..

Me n Kah Yip..

IAP period

2006-12-01T19:21:00.000-08:00

**This is for wednesday entry..

Wat a day?! Haiz... Todae is my third day of IAP.. PropNex Pte Ltd... Erm… Nice people around… Cos got some young young people n makciks too... haha… Basically my job scope is to assist this guy name Andrew... In the IT field… So I think my position is some kind of IT support... My supervisor is this lady name Josephine… She is a nice n firm person... She reminds me of this one lady who acted in Princess Hour... The one who look after the princess hour, Caijing/Chae-yeong... But wateva it is... I hope she is someone who I can look for anything in the company... Hopefully she is easy-going too...
On first day, I went to lunch wif this bunch of people who can consider newbies... Like work for a month or so... But this particular lady, the one who initiate the lunch is Jolene is among the senior staff as she works there for 2 years... Surprisingly, when we all started chatting, I got to know Jolene stayed in Yishun area too… N Jenny, this another lady, studied in NYP before and the same course as me... She is three year older than me… hahaha... So coincidence... I guess she’s the one I can get along well so far... haha... Erm... ah ha… This particular guy who work part-time wif us is the one of the Director’s son... haha... Interesting... He is very easy-going n friendly… haha... Yesterdae, he make 5 gals wait for him during lunch... haha.. Our common topic will be abt Korean drama... hahaha... As usual, me n my Princess Hour... haha... Nah... But wif them we talk more... not only Princess Hour... Among there, the common favourite is Full House... haha… They told me abt other Korean drama like, the glass shoe lah... all abt eve... Something like tt lah the title... erm... Aiya... Make me wanna watch more n more... haiz... erm… crazy she... Dun expects me to buy the entire DVD rite... haha... Guess gonna borrow from someone or I js haf to go n buy… erm if got no other alternatives... haha...

Klah... enuff abt tt… erm... Now I haf to start to work n I guess it is not safe to use MSN at work so guys... Dun miss me k when I’m not online... haha… I’ll surely miss all of u… Erm...Blogging... I’ll blog at home n post it at work... So I wun take so much time… Erm… Work more important now... I haf to do well for my IAP...SO I haf to sacrifice MSN for the time being… Hey, but guys do tag me k... Klah... I’ll post again some other day… hehe…N the next time I’ll uploads my colleague pics… For todae I’ll upload my bdae outing wif Nick, Noh, Abu, Khai, Farra and Fe… So called my belated bdae outing... haha... We went to eat at Thai Express then Pool n then we ate dessert at Haagen Dazz at Esplanade… haha… N thanks to Farra n her Nikon Camera, This are all the pics… Hope u guys enjoys seeing it… Pardon me for all the stupid face of mine… haha… back to work now...

..........Project Hours........... is Over!!

2006-11-23T23:52:00.000-08:00

Project hour is now over.. Todae i s my last day for FYP.. a burden off my shoulder liao.. but new burden is on it's way.. Next Monday onward I will start to work.. I'm attached to PropNex Pte Ltd at HDB hub next to Toa Payoh MRT stn... Erm.. shud be doing data-entry or admin I guess even though i still dunno my job scope.. haiz...Toa Payoh.. most of them say tt it is good place cos got alot of eating places.. cheap n nice somemore.. Can shop.. Cheap n nice somemore... haha.. Can... Can.. erm.. dunno lah.. hahaha...

Some crazy pics i took during FYP.. er.. I still haven upload my partner pic.. SOon bah.. For now.. this is all i got...

Our princess hour pose..

Lyd, Fauz n me..

Purple: Lydia, Green:Fauziah, Blue: ME

Fauziah wif her new crazy princess hour hair-style.. wahaha

yup.. tt's me..

Me wif all the 3 hairy colour pencils.. hehe

"Pencil-Fight" Time.. ahaha.. A-Za!!

alah.. dier lagik.. haha.....

This is special dedication to my forever FYP partner cum partner in crime..hehe..::

"Special Thanks to Lydiana n Fauziah..Thanks for being wif me throughtout this 12 weeks... I know sometime most of my friends came n dropped by my lab and make alot of noise...Sorry on behalf of them.. Hehe.. BUt u guys haf been so understanding n nice towards us.. I will surely miss those break time, cabut-ing time to my house.. Lyd, those morning meet-up, coming in late.. wahaha.. Fauz, tt sexy-butt of urs.. hehe.. gossiping n curses those who we dun like(for example: "long lost king's brother*wink).. haha.. Me dragging n influencing Princess Hour to u guys.. Putting up on all my jokes n lameness... haha.. I'll miss both of you!!! MUacks..Muacks.. Daa..............."

To all those who always come to my lab.. Dun miss me k.. hehehe.. Take good care of yourself n i do gonna miss you guys.. Seee all of you around soon.. hehe..

Thanks also to: Chloe for always asking me to go break.. hehe, Aizat for those fasting month, our afternnoon nap n breaks, Malina,Sha n especially Nurina for accompany-ing me during my breaks n letting me watch those movies from your lappie, Sue n gang, all those tai ti period, lepak-ing.. Classmate, for playing UNO n sometimes lunch breaks together..also participating in SPort champ.., Yvonne n Sammie, those snack during breaks.. News on Soccer, newspaper on C.Ronaldo, Nadirah, those eye's washing session.. u noe wat i mean.. hehe.. n also not forgetting our dearest DTs, Ming Chui n Shu Xian.. hehe.. THANKS!!

Update of Raya's pic...

2006-11-21T18:59:00.000-08:00

Harlo...harlo..harlo people... hehehhe.. I's been 11 days since i last blog.. kind of busy preparing for my final year project presentation.. haiz.. stress!! hopefully i make it thru somehow.. Js wanna get it over n done wif.. Actually presentation shud be yesterdae but somehow Mr Nai came on Monday n change it to Wednesday.. N tt is todae.. haiz.. Todae is an happening day for me.. IAP briefing: I'll get to know where I'm attach to wat company, Presentation: er... present lor... and also hehehhe.. MY 19th BIRTHDAY...... wahaha.. I would like to wish Happy Birthday to myself n AZFAR.. ahha.. the only person i knew who haf the same birthday as mine... hehe.. N u know wat he msg me.."Happy Birthday to us".. hahaha.. Sound like my twin brother wishing me happy birthday is weird.. hahaha...

Well.. I dun haf any plan for todae cos got people coming my house todae so cant go out wif family or sibling or cousin.. haiz.. then got presentation at 4.45!!! of all the time.. 4.45?? like wtf rite.. Cannot even cabut lor.. So guess js another normal day for me.. hahaha..

Klah.. enuf abt this.. i got so many pics to upload so i guess chose soem only bah.. if ur pic not in sorry k.. mayb i'll upload it other day as part II.. hehe...

Raya wif Sue n the gang(Wednesday)..

Raya wif Sec sch clique(Saturday)..

Raya at my House(Sunday)..

Princess Hour mood.........

2006-11-09T01:47:00.000-08:00

Yesterdae I din came to sch.. Cos I've plan to jalan raya wif Sue they all... So the night before i slpt at 7.30am.. wanna noe y.. Thanks to mel DVD, i got to understand the Princess hour drama cos got english/malay subtitle... hehehe.. Wake up at 12plus.. Then slack at home til 2 before getting ready to meet Aizat at Admiralty MRT at 4.. Went to Iskandar'se hse followed by Zaidah's... Then we headed to my hse... Stay from 7 all the way til 9plus.. My mum bought Murtabak and my Uncle played the Hidayah vcd.. Interesting mah the show.. Neway, hope they all enjoy at my place..took somemore pics.. will upload all the pics on Monday bah.. hehe cos..cos.. hehe.. todae, me, Lyd n Fauz went to my hse to watch Princess hour.. wahahahaha.. They addicted to it.. cos i kept telling them abt the drama tt they oso excited to watch.. So we left at 1 n now.. i js reach lab now..erm aroud 5.45 bah.. hehe..first thing..BLOG... Klah.. looking forward for the rest of the day.. hehehe..

NeoPrints

2006-11-02T00:43:00.000-08:00

Yesterdae left early from my fyp.. Me mel n rina went to Northpoint to take neoprints.. Miss those year One n Two time where we spent doing all those silly things.. hehehe.. I lazy to blog so much so here's are the neos...

This one is taken during year One.. hahahahahahaha...

Some of my all time favourites neos...

Sha, Fisa, Ferina n me..

Raya Part 2

2006-10-30T17:42:00.000-08:00

Here's the part two of the raya pics.. erm..It's on the Saturday and Sunday... Visited most of my relatives house from my mum side.. Still got my dad side to visited n it will be this Saturday , Sunday.. haiz.. So tired.. Btw, looking forward to Sue's hse this saturday cos it is cum her birthdae.. hehehe.. As for my friend, i went to Fauziah, Lydia n Ferina's hse... Apologize to Ihsan n malina.. Sorry to Ihsan cos i couldn't make it to ur hse.. N mel for buih-ing u twice in a day... So sorry..

On last friday, during FYP, me, Fauz n Lyd went for a mini raya trip to our houses.. hehehe.. From 1 to 5.. haha..got back at 5 to sign out at 5.30.. It was raining n we almost got drenched.. Lucky us to get back on time..haha..

Well these are the pics:

Lyd n me

In the lab.. Rina n me..

The malay gals in my lab..
At my house:

In the bus:

N these are the pics on Saturday n Sunday..

My bro-in-law, me n my aunt

Me n my cousin..

Me at Ferina's hse:

She's my mak andam..haha..

Reedwan, me N Fe..

Both of us..

Me n Wan

Me n Freda, Ferina's sister..

N as i promise, i'll show some of my pics wearing tudung.. hehe..

Using yati's computer to play games..hehe..

Raya.. Raya..Raya...

2006-10-26T00:57:00.000-07:00

Wat a day.. was so happy in the morning n all.. Meet Dia, Sue, Ziada, Sha, Mel n Fei.. haha.. how come she's in the picture rite.. hehehe.. she came down to meet me before she went to sch at 3pm.. Showed some of them the pics of my sister's wedding n raya pics... Then now.. Suddenly stomach pain.. damn pain i tell u... haiz.. no mood to do anything.. Din wan to blog becos i tot of gg home but.. I feel bad seh.. Monday I din came to school.. Tuesday Raya... Wednesday, tired cos got back home late the day before.. So todae haf to come to sch.. BUt then.. I only eat NEptune Seafood Melt sandwich... Share wif Rina somemore.. haiz... could it be food poisoning?? but Rina's okie leh.. argh...!! Dunno lah.. DTs not in the lab.. how to go home.. now is 4pm.. aiya... klah..klah.. i update pictures...

On saturday, attend a Kenduri at Tampines... After tt went to Yati's hse for a while.. I wore tudung on tt day cos kenduri mah.. so haf to wear.. neway, very rarely get to wear tudung so y not... Got some pics taken but wif yati currently... So i update tt pics tmr...

Todae i upload the RAYA pics.. ahahaha....
(my stomach still hurt though.. argh...)

Me before make-up..

My maner nye step-cute nye face..menyampah.. hahaha..

Me again...

My room!!

Me in my room..

Wif my mum...

My bro n Sis

My Bro-in-law n Sis..

Me n my cousin, Herman

My Pakcikss n Makcikss..

The "mintak-maaf" session

Me n cousin, Rozila aka Kak Ogy

Me n Abg Luqman

Me n my Nenek Sedara

Last but not least.. me n my cousin herman again..
*Sue dun jealous k.. hahaha...

Had a great day with my family n it is a meaningful one for me.. To all my friend, I seek for ya forgiveness and hope to meet all of you soon.. Enjoys.. hehehe.. Selamat Hari Raya!!

My mind is speaking.....

2006-10-20T00:36:00.000-07:00

So much of a fairy tales n love stories i've read about or heard about.. Trying to picture myself in it but wondering if it will ever happen to me.. Too much fairy tale is bad for you but knowing so much you still want it too... I dun want to be a princess nor a beauty.. js wanna be loved n happy.. Waking up in the morning thinking of someone... the person tt you really really want... It seems so simple n easy but but to make it happen, it can drive u crazy..

hahaha.. So emo seh.. some crapping session.. for those who wanna laugh ur heart out... hahaha.. crap seh Azimah.. tt is stupid..

**I really hate to blog about this.. So much for not wanting to blog.. I still blog about it.. hopefully, i'm not seeking attention here.. i'm js sharing.. So i'm open to all comment...

Stupid? The feeling of being stupid sux... But somehow, sometimes i feel tt way... dunno y but i feel it.. Dun wan to but it came uninvited... Dunno how to say it in words lah.. haiz.. nvmlah.. Dunno what i'm feeling oso... Stupid, happy, sad, crazy, high, low, etc.. all at the same time.. I feel like i'm beginning to hate guys... not tt i'm starting to like gals lah... haha.. but.. js tt i dun like to feel stupid when somethings happen.. Guess.. my old self came back.. where i start to hate guys n be biased towards them.. but thanks to those guys who proved to me tt all guys are not the same, i'm still okie wif them... Mayb i'm taking things too seriously..

Klah.. Rina's here... gtg... Will blog again on monday.. hahahaha.... Slmat berbuke..

Js another day...

2006-10-17T20:28:00.000-07:00

Erm.. Still in lab... wondering wat to do todae... my project is kind of dry.. so dun really feel like doing anything yet... Js finish presentation n i now looking forward for hari raya celebration only.. haiz.. Later mayb go slack wif Aizat for a while lah...

Yesterday, nearly the whole day out of lab again.. accompany rina(tt is still in my lab), then slack wif Ain, Aizat n Is, then slack wif Dia, then Dia, zrah n aizat then back to lab.. see how many time i slack.. haha.. at different timing.. but all the time played tai-ti.... haiz.. no life.. but i like the tarot cards which Dia played wif us on Monday.. fun.. I asked whether my future husband from NYP?, guess wat.. the is yes... wah man.... who the hell is it gonna be.. but nvmlah.. hopefully someone i dunno lah...

Here is something i've read from my mail.. Good one...

WAYS TO TURN DOWN UNWANTED MEN !!!

HE : Can I buy you a drink?
SHE : Actually I'd rather have the money.

HE : I'm a photographer. I've been looking for a face like yours.
SHE : I'm a plastic surgeon. I've been looking for a face like yours.

HE : Hi. Didn't we go on a date once? Or was it twice?
SHE : Must've been once. I never make the same mistake twice.

HE : How did you get to be so beautiful?
SHE : I must've been given your share

HE : Will you go out with me this Saturday?
SHE : Sorry. I'm having a headache this weekend.

HE : Your face must turn a few heads.
SHE : And your face must turn a few stomachs.

HE : Go on ,don't be shy. Ask me out.
SHE : Okay, get out.

HE : I think I could make you very happy.
SHE : Why? Are you leaving?

HE : What would you say if I asked you to marry me?
SHE : Nothing. I can't talk and laugh at the same time.

HE : Can I have your name?
SHE : Why? Don't you already have one?

HE : Shall we go see a movie?
SHE : I've already seen it.

HE : Where have you been all my life?
SHE : Hiding from you.

HE : Haven't I seen you some place before?
SHE : Yes. That's why I don't go there anymore.

HE : Is this seat empty?
SHE : Yes, and this one will be if you sit down.

HE : So, what do you do for a living?
SHE : I'm a female impersonator.

HE : Hey baby, what's your sign?
SHE : Do not enter.

HE : Your body is like a temple.
SHE : Sorry, there are no services today.

HE : If I could see you naked, I'd die happy.
SHE : If I saw you naked, I'd probably die laughing.

TT's all for todae... Enjoy your day people.. take care ...

Week 7 of FYP!!

2006-10-16T14:55:00.000-07:00

Todae came super late to sch.. Reach abt 12.33... erm.. called my supervisor in the morning but he nvr pick up so i js left him a voice message.. erm... Before gg to my lab, i meet Ain, sha, Is, Zaidah n Aizat at main gate.. slack for a few minutes.. The moment I reach, switch on my comp, sign in MSN, Check my taggies from my blog, charge my hp n check how many email i got.. Erm.. then went to ELQ to meet rina, mel n ihsan..They were doing their Discussion Forum for Comm Skill... Then I went back to lab to check email, horoscope, played game n now blogging...

During the weekends, i feel super good cos manage to buy some stuff for my room and most things done for my room deco.. yet to get my carpet, cushion and little2 things... Should be able to clear n finish deco my room by end of this week...

Left exactly a week more before it is Raya meaning a week more to fast...Before life will be back to normal as in i can eat breakfast, lunch, dinner, supper.. Miss those tea break during FYP.. erm.. Ya.. tt reminds me i got 5 more weeks for FYP.. erm.. Times really flies... Btw, people been saying i'm too thin.. haiz.. i dunno wat's wrong wif me.. I've been eating more than usual but i'm still getting thinner.. i'm not stress the least sad..and i'm perfectly fine... Dunno wat's the reason seh..Nvm.. Js now i was reading mail n happen to see this.. Dessert at JW Mariot.. where the hell is this place.. i think my first date wif my BF i wan him to bring me here seh.. super duper cool nice and attractive dessert.. *drooling..

Heavenly seh..haiz.. i really wan to go seh this place..

My heart by Irwansyah ~ OST: My Heart

2006-10-12T21:26:00.000-07:00

Erm it has been a week since i last blog.. Been pretty busy preparing for my presentation and it's a bit scary as it will be Mr Foo, this lecturing who could shoot u wif lotsa questions, tt will be one of the lecturer i'm presenting too.. together wif supposingly, Elizaebth but end up Mr Nai.. Erm.. Done wif my powerpoint n AES.. i think my project is quite easy cause i do not need to produce something but js to understand and able to make the software work and understand in depth abt the software...n tt is the hard part for me.. To fully understand the software.. but i'll try.. erm.. Wif the help of Sherry, the gal whose project i'm taking over now, hopefully i can pass this thru... Neway, todae i blog cos my lesbo haf been urging me to blog... hehe.. all must be bored tt's y all wanna read other's blog during those boring period.. hehe..k i sahll blog todae.. a long one i hope..hahaha..

This few days, i haf been coming in late for my FYP.. all 9 plus.. erm.. dunno y, it is js tt i overslept.. wake up almost 8 everyday.. haiz.. got alarm also no use like tt... erm.. This week seems pretty good as in i got lotsa companies... My clasmate and lecture room mate from year1 and 2 were all back in school... erm.. envy them somehow cause can come to sch at 11 or sometimes12 or ONLY sometime 9.. unlike me, everyday 9 til 6 somemore... erm.. Btw, i've watch John Tucker must die..from.. from Nurina's lappie.. Someone promise to lend me his DVD til i watch it from some else, he still haven pass it to me.. erm.. Now on my desk is no longer John Tucker must die postcard.. Now is this " The Black Dahlia" postcard.. It is based on a novel by James Ellroy.. Those dramatic and nolstagic movie... erm.. but i do want to watch it... In theatres 19 Oct.. Haiz.. Neway, been listening to My heart song by this Indonesia artis, Irwan Syah & Acha Septriasa.. Watched the movie in theatre wif Sue n Is.. Very sad movie... touching seh.. even IS cry.. hahaha....
Neway, this is the lyric of this song:
Irwan Syah & Acha Septriasa - My Heart

Disini kau dan aku
terbiasa bersama
menjalani kasih sayang
bahagia kudenganmu

pernahkah kau menguntai
hari paling indah
ku ukir nama kita berdua
disini surga kita

bila kita mencintai yg lain
mungkin kah hati ini akan tegar
sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah
sayang ku akan hilang

if u love somebody
could we be this strong
i will fight to win
our love will conquer all
wouldn’t risk my love
even just one night
our love will stay in my heart
my heart

pernahkah kau menguntai
hari paling indah
ku ukir nama kita berdua
disini surga kita

bila kita mencintai yg lain
mungkin kah hati ini akan tegar
sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah

sayang ku akan hilang
bila kita mencintai yg lain
mungkin kah hati ini akan tegar
sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah
sayang ku akan hilang

if u love somebody
could we be this strong
i will fight to win
our love will conquer all
wouldn’t risk my love
even just one night
our love will stay in my heart
my heart..

Btw, here is some interesting pic i received from my email.. In a lift..It is actually a glass flooring which look as if ur falling deep into the hole.. hehe..

And somemore pics.. i tik i haven update all this pic...

Cher, me n Fe..

Fahmi, Nick, MakNoh, Fe n me..

Some people js dunno how to take picture.. hehehe

This is my best friend's sister wif me in the bus during the Genting cum KL trip.. Js wanna intro her abit.. She is in Sec One.. while my bro is in Sec Two.. Both in Yishun Sec.. Where both their sisters is studying too last time.. hahahaa.. LIke to tease both of them together but ..erm.. dun wan lah.. Ferina became my relatives.. haha.. BEst friend then relative.. ahaha.. weird rite.. But who noes.. mayb not our brother and sister together but FE herself and my ehem together.. haha..

Sha, the birthday gal for our outing onMOnday.. We ate at Pizza Hut!

Slack wif the family clan..Sha(along), Mel(angah), Rina(alang) n Nas(ucu)

Me alone cos not in tt clan..hehe

Oink!! This is my project software logo.. sadded...

Er.. Dunno wat to blog somemore.. err... guess.. i need to play game for a while.. to make my brain work abit.. lazy seh this few days.. The only this i look forwarf is to clean up and deco my room.. hehe... Biaselah.. my kakak js moved out.. SO finally got my own room.. hehe.. Will make the best out of it..
Currently, these are the things in my room:

~A single bed
~A four-door wardrobe
~Computer
~Mini-Fridge(I like this the most)
~A small drawer
~Radio
~Table for teaching my tuition kids(foldable)
~something which u hang and put ur shoe

Things i wan to be in my room:

~ A big vertical-rectangular mirror
~ A make-over frame of myself
~ A side lamp or on the wall lamp(dunno wat it is call)
~ Carpet
~ Butterfly Cushion

Hehe.. I think i like need to saved up a lot seh to buy all that.. haiz... will work for it.. If you guys know where to find or any lubang/recommendation on any of the things i wan, please ring me at XXXXXXXX.. hehe or email me at XXX@hotmail.com.. haha.. Urgent!!

Working days..

2006-10-02T15:02:00.000-07:00

Haiz.. My supervisor came to my lab before lunch.. wahlau.. lecture at us seh.. like as if we're wrong.. haiz.. His expectation and working style is so different seh.. klah.. it's good to let us work on our own.. but not til to the extend of not even telling us the start.. my partner n me were so lost lor.. Haiz.. nvm.. guess.. i need to put in more effort to my project.. DO n Read all on it.. understand on my own.. erm.. more work then.. haiz.. nvm...

Before he came in, i was watching this malay telemovie.. REMP-IT.. it is abt bike lah.. abit of love story also.. erm.. Okielah.. not really good but there is a storyline lah.. Here is the poster:

Btw, i've read my horoscope for this week n month:

Week:
It appears that your social life is really buzzing and that your appointments diary may be fully booked. Enjoy this chance to get out and about and to increase your stock of friends and acquaintances. Networking may work wonders for you at this time, so don't hold back – it is time to get involved. It is also a great opportunity to choose who you would like to add to your circle of friends and to reach out to them. But Monday may be a tense day, especially if you are dealing with authority figures.

Month:
Sagittarius, October begins with a restless feeling and a need to make adjustments in all areas of your life. Maybe you need to relax more or find an engaging hobby. Perhaps you need to get more organized or have fewer responsibilities. Wednesday, October 4, would be a good time to be a friend and visit someone who is isolated. The Full Moon in Aries on October 6 will be energizing and allow you to get a lot of practical things done and still have time to workout or have some fun. The week of October 9 will be a good time to work on creative projects, but you'll get distracted by the phone ringing and by friends dropping in. You can make a lot of progress on October 12. On Saturday, October 14, you'll be wonderfully confident and in control. The next day, spend some quiet time doing research on the Internet. During the week of October 16, romance will be in the air and you'll think of little else. Suddenly, everything will be new and fresh, and someone special will be paying you lots of attention. The New Moon in Libra on October 22 will heighten these feelings and open up all kinds of possibilities. Don't act hastily though, and allow things to unfold naturally. During the week of October 23, romance will turn to passion and excitement will build in intensity. On the last day of the month, a female relative could be irritating and needy.

Going Geylang for the First time during this fasting month..

2006-09-29T03:35:00.000-07:00

Helo.. helo.. helo.. hehe.. Search for blogskin and also change my blogskin.. did all that from 9.30 til 12.30..damn man.. 3 hours.. Got some problem tt is why it took me tt long lor.. haha..Finally got something more nice n not so childish..purplish black.. erm.. I find okie lah.. Will search for more.. If got time I’ll do my own blogskin.. hehe.. Ya lah..i dunno how to use photoshop mah.. abit2 can.. not so pro.. erm.. Hope u guys like this better...

Went out for break from 1 to 2.45 wif aizat again.. slack n talk crab.. Orh ya.. btw, yesterdae went to ferina’s hse.. Break fast at her home.. brought along her present and also bought for them bubble teas.. Her brothers so nice lor… talk n joke like they are my bro too lor.. played wif her small cousins.. Amanda, Amelia n Amira.. Cute n interesting gals.. js like their cousin (Ferina).. She keep wanting me to talk abt her.. dun wan lah..I dunno wat to talk abt lah.. btw, I got her small gal pic.. but not wif me now.. cos I accidentally delete it went I open the folder..

Not only fe wanting me to talk abt her.. but ihsan also.. been msning wif him.. then asked y I nvr blog abt him.. klah..klah.. Ihsan.. He is my classmate in poly.. A guy who cannot pronoun one letter in the alphabet.. haha.. always make stupid jokes.. like to flatter himself so much.. to much I shud say.. haha… but overall a very metro guy n always do thing the way he thinks it is right.. Nice to talk to and mingle wif.. OK ihsan.. enuff or not? If not tmr I write one compo abt u.. hahaha..

Later, gg to eat at Hajah Maimunah wif Aizat, Is, Hafiz and maybe wif Yati n Lan also.. Break fast together.. Btw, those guys I mention is Is’ friend.. his lepak member… All of them are nice to mix wif though.. “Relak one corner” nye type.. oops.. in malay.. nvm lah.. hehe.. Guess will be meeting my mum later at night.. erm.. at least got friend to go home wif.. Cos maybe Lan will send yati, Aizat meeting his gf, Is and Hafiz can go home together.. erm.. Will blog abt wat happen later on Monday.. Haiz.. the time is like passing so slow todae.. now only 3.30.. still got 2 hrs more to go.. erm.. guess me gg to play game.. Selamat berpuase...

Neway, this is my horoscope for todae.. erm..i share wif u guys...

Wellness:
When you feel hurt, you tend to turn your hard side toward the outside world to protect yourself, thinking thoughts like "never again" and "goodbye forever." But you don't stay that way forever. To help gently ease yourself out of this "stuck" position, keep yourself going on your usual health regimen. Keep the water flowing through your system, keep the blood circulating with running, walking, or other aerobic exercise, and most of all keep your emotions in check so they don't disturb your sleep pattern.

Rising sign:
Your grounded, practical thinking knows better than to be conned by someone who is all talk and no action. Be careful of someone who is acting rather selfishly. This person is not on your side even though he or she may want you to think so.

Sun sign:
Deep inside you know the right thing to do, AZIMAH. Perhaps you just saw someone drop a twenty-dollar bill on the ground and you reach to pick it up. Do you return it to the person who dropped it, or do you pocket the money for yourself? You are likely to feel like you have the devil on one shoulder arguing with the angel on the other. It is important that you listen to the angel. Do what you know is right.

Wat a day!

2006-09-28T01:48:00.000-07:00

Js got back from the library.. hahaha.. still got 1 hr 15 mins left.. haiz.. Sit in the lab from 9 to 12 straight.. played games online, chat n listen to radio.. aHaiz.. i think the "you give me wings" sung by hady is damn nice lor... I like it so much.. But i oso miss jon voice leh.. hahaha..

At 12nn, went to slack with aizat, my slcking partner for FYP... We chat n chat til 1 before gg to blk R another spot to chat again n slp.. hehe.. a good place to take nap seh..after tt we went back to lab for another 1hr 15 min before meeting again to watch vcd at the library.. neway, i need to renew the due date for the SNORT book tt i borrowed for my FYP project..

Watch 'SuperCross The movie'.. But too bad for Aizat, his supervisor came to his lab.. so he haf to went back.. wahahaha.. end up i watch alone.. Actually, wanted to leave after the 1st vcd but end up, nice sia the movie.. haha... so i stayed alone to watch the 2nd vcd.. Luckily the show nice..at least it took 1hr 30 mins to watch the movie.. so now back at lab at 4.30pm.. erm.. currently 4.52pm.. Sammie stop me.. She said "Stop blogging lah".. Aiya.. i'm damn bored lor.. please lah.. let me blog.. hehehe..

Yvonne and sam always pass my lab sia.. they always go for water-refilling session.. wahahaha.. Nice people i haf ard me.. At least i dun feel so dead lah in the lab.. They always make me smile n laugh seh whenever they passed by lab.. Sometime, they offered me snack like the cuttlefish lah, collon n got lah.. hehehe.. Lucky me rite.. But now fasting.. so no more free snack..

Later i'm meeting Ferina, the Birthday girl for todae.. I bought for her a frame and wif lydia's help.. i got a customise card make for her.. used photoshop.. Of all pictures i asked fe to choose.. she said the one on the bus nice.. but since she likes it, okie lor..used tt.. hehe..

Here is the pic.. this is the pic she said nice.. which i decide to used for in the card..

This is the end product.. hehe..

That's all for today.. upload more pictures of th ebdae if i haf tmr k.. hehe

Hurt.. But i js haf to let it be...

2006-09-27T13:50:00.000-07:00

Todae.. i was the first one to reach lab.. actually not only mine, but also the other two lab closer to my lab.. no one was in even the DTs.. Surprise rite.. but i'm suprised too.. haha.. actaully i js came back from lunch break.. but i eat obviously cos i'm fasting.. Then went to meet aizat to slack at our new slack spot.. Talked abt stuff and then go slack at blk r lvl 4 to play game.. i brought my small magnetic chess along.. we play some stupid game n soon feel so slpy.. end up take a short nap.. haha.. Lucky got him man to slack.. hehe.. Now in the lab.. most of them went for lunch n haven come back.. Only left wif me, lydia, fauziah n esther... orh n chris.. haha.. js realised tt.. All doing own stuff.. Haiz.. Another boring day...
Played game in the lab:Evidence.. hehehe

Something happen yesterdae.. Kind of upset about it..thanks to my friend.. u noe who u r.. Thanks for sharing it wif me or i'll be kept in the dark.. I hate it when people bitch abt me behind my back.. i noe everyone surely bitch abt something.. i dont mind if it is someone else.. but if my own friend or someone i already treat like more than friend did tt.. it kinda hurt me.. I tried to put my pride away js to make the situation not so tense.. but end up i was the one being put for test.. Sorry if those who read dun understand wat i'm talking abt.. js let it be.. I nvr been this hurt lah.. Not even from the guy who i used to like rejecting me indirectly.. Hate all this guys man.. Js wonder wat they r thinking.. Maybe i shud be lesbian.. wahahahaha.. nah nvr will i... those guy shud be the one turning gays for all i care.. Okie.. i js wanna vent my anger lah.. Thanks to some people who listened to me.. Sue, Aizat n Fei..

Hey.. i came across this joke from www.laughline.com.. here it is...

Joke 1
How can you tell if it's your turn to do the washing up?
Look down your trousers if you've got a dick it's not your turn.

Why did God let women have orgasms?
It gives them something else to moan about.

Why is a woman like a laxative?
They both irritate the shit out of you.

Why haven't women been to the moon yet?
It doesn't need cleaning yet.

Why do women have small feet?
To get closer to oven.

What's the definition of "making love" ?
It's what a woman does when a mans screwing her.

Joke 2

A woman's husband had been slipping in and out of a coma for several months, yet she stayed by his bedside every single day. When he came to, he motioned for her to come nearer.
As she sat by him, he said, "You know what? You have been with me all through the bad times. When I got fired, you were there to support me.
When my business failed, you were there.
When I got shot, you were by my side.
When we lost the house, you gave me support.
When my health started failing, you were still by my side... You know what?"
"What dear?" She asked gently.
"I think you bring me bad luck."

So biased rite.. hehehehe.. but somehow a bit truelah.. Klah.. me gg to continue play game.. hehehe.. Take care people..

Worries no more.. Worries somemore...

2006-09-26T17:51:00.000-07:00

hey everyone.. good after.. Sad for me no lunch break.. haiz.. can go also can't go.. haha.. neway, actually i'm playing game.. interesting.. Aizat send it to me.. hehe.. js now we slack for an hour before gg back to our boring lab.. Wanted to blog in the morning but dun haf the mood yet js now..

Finally, I understand the whole thing.. Somehow what i guess is right.. Dun wanna flatter myself though.. But seriously, i dunno wat i shud do now.. I want it but i cant accept it.. Dunno y i feel like this.. I noe when it concern matter of heart, i'm really dumb at it.. it is js feeling.. dunno how to say it lah...aiya.. Really dunno.. Js hope whoever concerns understand.. I guess i js haf to stay the same.. I really cant make a decision.. Reallly.. I can't...

Here is somemore pics tt i wanna share..

cher, me n fe @ blk S level 4 toilet.. hehehe

TT's me n FE during the outing wif my sec sch cliques..

2006-09-25T00:18:00.000-07:00

Lost my mood during the weekend.. Still not in good mood though.. Somemore fasting month.. Can't go for lunch or tea-break.. Bt js now slack wif Aizat.. then ard 12 plus, yati came to sch.. so hang out wif her n aizat again.. Thought of breaking fast wif them but dunno lah... See how.. Now, in the lab.. dunno wat to do.. tt lecturer still haven update me of wat i shud do.. but i'm js working on my week 3 report.. will be sending him by tmr morning..

Last Saturday, stayed the whole afternn at home.. Help to make 'begedil' for my family.. It took me quite some time to prepare tt.. alot of work to do.. Then.. my new friend, this guy, 'I', ask me out.. He is an NS man though.. So only weekend he can go out mah.. sad rite for all this NS man.. Hahaha... Planned to meet him ard 5 plus at Northpoint.. Ride on his bike to Pasir Ris Park.. He got for me Oreo Cheesecake.. Something i've been craving for this few days.. Finally got it.. Thank ya 'I'.. Went out ard 5 plus but ard 8 i'm already at home cos.. something happen to my friend.. Damn worried for him.. can't get any contact from him.. neither do his friend.. His hp was off.. For godsake, So damn worried lor.. Stay up til 3 am but still no news.. So tired cos haf to wake up ard 8 plus the next day.. Alot of household chores to do somemore.. but end up i woke up late though.. Ard 11 plus.. Haf to give tuition.. So rush.. after all that, got news of my friend tt he's sound n safe.. somewhere.. Happy for him tt nothing happen n as long as he's safe, im happy enuff.. Enuff abt tt lah..

At night watch Singapore Idol.. Hady so handsome.. His voice is Superb.. But i too haf to agreed tt Jon was good too... His first song is POWER... love his sexy voice.. But the original song Hady sang better.. Dun mind who won.. both are good n special in their own ways..

Dunno wat i'm looking forward for this week.. Fasting month.. so mayb gg out after sch to break fast with friends or family member.. No plan so far.. But hope i get to go to Kampung glam... Hopefully this year all the lighting n all is nice n good.. Still not in the raya mood.. Soon lah.. soon sure got the 'semangat' feeling.. hehe..

Btw, here is some photos.. AGM for SIT club stuff.. sad n very emo lah.. hahaha.. but i miss them so much seh..

Miss them so much..

My clubbie mate

Me n Bobby

Me n Kah Yip.. My Handsome boy.. hehehe

Me n Xavier.. My cute buyu.. hehehe

Me n Ridz.. Haahaha..

Me n Weisiong, receiving my .. dunno how to spell lah tt thing..

My fellow Diploma Coordinators...JY, Wana, Jes, Tresa

Receiving the top 3 Favourite exco award.. TT is bloddy shocking lah.. never expect seh..

Me n Calvin Tang.. or can also call him Ah-Soon

Me n Sharon..

Me n dearly.. NATalie

Some of us, in the toilet preparing for the AGM.. hehehe

That's our table with our name...

Me n Sue proving urself tt we are the one who did tt.. hehe

Exco wif the new batch of Excos.. Yeah!!

COnfused!!

2006-09-20T18:38:00.000-07:00

It's been months n months since last update AGAIN.. dunno why.. js dun feeel like updating.. but todae after reading my friend 's blog.. i feel like blogging... i guess blog is somewhere people pour out what they feel or it has become a place for freedom of speech tt no one cares abt other's feeling.. but it does something good though sometimes..

Btw, currently, i've start my FYP.. now in the lab or so-called fish tank.. after reading mel's blog.. suddenly i realised most of my friends are feeling down...

Recently, most of my guys friend are going thru National Service..Some in Army n CD.. hardly hear anyone got police..neway, All the best guys... I feel most of the guys who i noe, tt is in NS, started to msg or call me.. Is it because they are always surrounded by guys in NS n they need to keep in touch wif their gals friend so as not to lost interest on gals? Hahaha.. weird isn't it.. haha..

Neway, had a meeting wif my sec sch cliques.. Organise by Fe n Fazli.. Actually on that day, I'm feeling very tired after one whole day in lab.. But somehow i feel mayb i shud js go n meet up with them since it haf been very long since we all hang out together.. very hard to meet them nowadays.. Neway, do miss them lah.. They are js a bunch of crazy and nice people.. Peeps who's there: Ferina, Fazli, Nick, Hatta,Khai, Noh and later Fahmi joined us.. We went to eat at Sakura at Far East.. Haha.. So fun.. Nick is so funny.. people ordered food like "hong kong hor fun", "CHicken Fried Rice".. he ask for "one plain rice please.." *Toink* hahaha.. Me n fe burst into laughter seh.. haha.. but he's one cute guy lah.. Hehehe.. Me n fe like to hang out wif him seh.. So funny.. we feel so comfortable wif him... we can talked abt gals stuff n all to him.. even bitching abt his friends and ours.. hahahaha... After eating at Sakura, we went to Gelare at basement 1.. wah... i actually wantedto eat oreo cheesecake but the one theywas selling is the cookies and cream one.. n u guys wanna noe wat or not.. they cheated our feeling.. tot left one piece so quickly Noh bought it for me.. End up, they put three more pieces there.. hahaha.. wahlau..so funny seh... Then we slack there for sometime...It was so fun.. talked, took some pics n all.. after tt fe n me headed home while the rest of the guys meet Abu at 924.. Klah.. Enufff abt tt outing..
Let's move on..

My feeling?? SO numb or is it so confused? Js dunno wat i'm feeling... Everytime i try to get to noe someone new.. he's always there somewhere in my mind.. Sometime i hate myself for being like tt.. I've moved on but i'm still there... I said i got over him but somewhere in my heart i still care... y? Is there no other guys in this world for me to choose or it is no other guy in my heart ?.. mayb tt is the truth.. no other guy in my heart.. I keep praying to god tt i can get over this n hopefully find someone who feels the same way as i feel.. mayb he is my first love.. So..ya.. Everyone noes... even my family... But it is a feeling tt i can't control... I feel stupid sometimes.. but do try to get out of it n try to get to noe more people mayb more guys.. who knows one of them can make me feel better.. someone who care more abt me.. I'm not desperate here.. it is js that i believe everyone need some love.. i'm not referring to family love.. tt is a must.. this is a feeling between love person from opposite sex... I guess i'm still too young for it but i do want to feel it... Mayb it is js not the time for me YET!! OMG! I'm blogging n guess wat song i'm hearing now?? Stupid Gal by Pink... Js make me feel so stupid.. So coincidence like tt...
Here is js something i would like to share..

Some Quote or it is an honest truth about guys:

1. The nice men are ugly.

2. The handsome men are not nice.

3. The handsome and nice men are gay.

4. The handsome, nice, and heterosexual men are married.

5. The men who are not so handsome, but are nice men, have no money.

6. The men who are not so handsome, but are nice men with money think we are only after their money.

7. The handsome men without money are after our money.

8. The handsome men, who are not so nice and somewhat heterosexual, don't think we are beautiful enough.

9. The men who think we are beautiful, that are heterosexual, somewhat nice and have no money, are cowards.

10. The men who are somewhat handsome, somewhat nice and have money ?/span> and thank God are straight, are shy and NEVER MAKE THE FIRST MOVE!!!

11. The men who never make the first move, automatically lose interest in us when we take the initiative.

p/s: to some guys who don't agreed.. u can jolly well comment whatever u want.. i don't care..

Okie people.. I promise i blog again tmr.. hehe.. mayb update more abt wat happen or even post up some pics.. Guess, got time for tt since everyday 9am to 6pm.. Furthermore, next week is fasting month.. So lunch time n all guess i'll blog then for you people who always read my blog..For those who don't, u can js skip it.. Bubye..

Long..long time since i blog...

2006-07-08T05:57:00.000-07:00

erm.. pretty long this time since i last blog... Erm.. there's alot of thing that i wan to share but i dun really haf the time... But for this entries.. i gonna share with you guys the pics...

I had mine two wk+ one wk break.. and during tat break, my sister wedding took place.. That first week was full of excitement as we are all busy preparing for the wedding.. i actually gave them a pair of Wedding towel.. erm.. mayb tat's wat i can afford for the time being.. erm.. quite expensive for a towel okie .. erm.. anyway, it is the tots that matter.. hehe.. i couldnt get most of the photos yet.. but this is wat i got for the time being..

That's my Brother-in-law n my sister.. So sweet rite??

That's me n my sister..

This is what my brother(in-white) and cousin were doing after the akad nikad ceremony..hehe

That's me n Abu

That's me n FFFEEE!!!

That's the four of us.. Shahani, Fisa, Fe n me...

erm.. this my secondary sch clique.. Not all there though.. hehe

After the wedding, on the second week, there was a surprise.. You guys noe wat.. my mum actually allow me to go Genting cum KL with my bestfriend.. With her mum n sister too of course.. sh e cant possibly allow me n fe to go two person alone.. Neway, went on the weekend.. Friday, Saturdayn Sunday.. We took a coach first to Genting, spent a night there before going to KL which we spent the other night there.. the trip there was fun n enjoyable.. I do haf a great time there after being so tired by the preparation done before my sis wedding.. I really enjoy the part where we went to Genting.. We went to their theme park which is damn fun..Next was the shopping paradise where there is also casino.. I think they wanna make it look like Las Vegas.. haha.. Nvm abt that... Well.. here are pics:

Me n Freda(Ferina's sister)

That's me n fe in the coach..

Half-way thru the journey..

me n fe @the theme park..

nice view rite??

@ night the view..

Us @Penang Village, a well-known restaurant ard that area
known for its asam laksa.. yummy..yummy..

but i eat the kuay tiau instead.. Look good rite?

@the hotel for breakfast on the third day in KL

Me n Freda @gain..

On our journey back to S'pore...

We are so tired aren't we?? HAHA

End of an enjoyable period of my live...

2006-04-08T21:14:00.000-07:00

hi guys, for those of my frequent reader,sorry for not posting any entries for a very long time.. one reason is my exam, then camp eagle then orientation planning stage and all.. haiz.. and the worst thing is my com is down again.. neway, got a lot to tell ya.. i'm not sure whether i can remember all but i'll try..

My exam was okie.. kind of slack but i manage to pass thru it.. neway, my result are out.. pass all modules.. erm.. 2 'A's, 1 'B+', 1 'C+', 3 'C's.. quite bad lah... haiz...
Then, come the Camp eagle.. went thru alot js to get the year 1 to join the camp.. fortunately, MIT got more than enough which volunteer to come.. I guess the camp was a great one.. the only thing which make me n Kah Yip sad is the we are the groupless bunch of people together with Pei Shan, Calvin n Anders.. not much of a torture camp.. this group of people are those with different approach.. they are more to soft approach i guess..
Next, we haf the Orientation planning stage.. erm.. this is the part which i miss alot...three weeks with this bunch of people seems so fast... although the exco were slacking most of the time, we do enjoy wat we are doing..for example, i learn how to play basketball, do our props, having steamboat outside club room, etc...Spend some emotional moment, brainwashing moment, anger, happy and gossipping moment with the OGLs... the trial runs and all.. erm.. kind of miss them now...
Meanwhile, me, Sam n bern had our SEG Camp eagle on 3,4,5 April.. hehe..kinda of a hectic week for us.. rush in between SEG n SIT.. but it was fun.. I can say.. both side were great.. great people and i had a fun time mixing with the people on both side except for the workin part lah.. LOL.. Btw, i got a "babyboy " on both side.. they are year one lah.. i'm not interested in them js find them cute.. haha.. but when i compare my SEG n SIT babyboy, i guess my SIT babyboy more cuter.. haha..Only bern know wat i mean.. hehe...
k.. back to main topic.. hehe..
Next, was the SIT Orientation day itself.. erm.. spend most my time doing the cards for the OGLs with the rest of the MIT Excos and running around settling the things for them.. meeting lectures and all.. neway, thanks to Chloe for being my partner.. she really help me alot during this period.. Thanks Lesbo..i appreciate it so much.. not forgetting Sammie n Bern, we haf been "partners in crime" for this period too.. running both side together.. i will feel lonely if not for ya.. thanks guys... And i haf to thanks Yvonne for running the SEG side alone.. sorry if we left you out..i know u are one great person.. thanks Yvonne for everything.. Miss ya so muuch...
Neway, all this wont stop here.. i still gonna haf another hectic week.. erm.. SIT planning stage and meeting for the OGLs.. And oso the SEG Orientation on 11th,12th,13th April... And all i know after tt is tt my sch semester will start.. and the conclusion is, i dunno where is my holiday???!!!.. haiz... erm... klah... i cant force my brain to think of anything now.. So.. Take care guys.. i'll update soon abt SEG orientation and our upcoming events... Cya...

p/s: pleas send me some of my pics can??

Something to Remember..

2006-01-06T08:52:00.000-08:00

harlo... hi ppl.. erm.. had a busy week due to the angel mortal stuff and test...todae i skipped class in the morning.. meet Nurina at Northpoint becos she want to eat at S11.. cos her friend is a chief at one of the stall.. haha.. but too bad.. her friend was not there..haha.. End up.. we meet fei there oso.. i had nasi lemak and bandung while nurina had Mee Siam and Teh Ice..Fei, mayb on diet, had only green tea.. After tt, we went to northpoint to get some stuff.. then, ard 11plis, we went back to sch while fe continue her journey in the train to tanjong pagar..then, me n rina slack inside my SSN clubrm.. we did some funny stuff... took lotsa picture.. will update ya the pics soon.. to abu, sorry u haf to wait for the next update and it will take me some time..hehe...
skip e&c class to study ecomm in the room.. got some tips to study from mel.. thanks to tt, i can do the paper.. after the paper, went to club rm..bought a last min chocolates for my angel.. din expect tt my angel is Suhaidah... haha.. Thanks to you my ANGEL.. Ur the sweetest angel ever gal.. hehe.. hope ya like the chocolate..haha..
neway, two days ago.. had a chat wif abu.. n it reminds me of the past wif my clique of friends...
here are some of the photos....

here is some latest update of photos..
Me, Rina, Fe, melly

tt's all for todae.. muacks...:))

NEW YEAR EVE: 2006

2005-12-31T03:47:00.000-08:00

hi guys... erm.. todae is new year eve n seriously i'm too lazy to go out for countdown.. guess no one to go out wif or mayb js now in the mood to go.. erm.. Too many things happened recently.. some good n some bad... but wateva it is life goes on.. so let me update u guys wif wat i can remember.. erm.. went for camp up..
Those freshie were damn spontaneous n easy going.. a bunch of happening ppl.. although the turn up was only 20 plus.. i'm contented enough wif wat they had given me.. now looking forward for Camp Eagle.. erm... me n sky will be in charge of tt i hope the outcome of the event will not b a disappointment.. hehe..
This is some of the pic i haf to share wif u guys...

US

The campers n US

My sport peeps..

Neway, this 2006, i wish to haf pass thru it smoothly n try to focus more on my study..Hope my sister wedding will be a splendid one n hope to start to get license for bike or car...
So wat's ur wish for 2006??
Wish u guys all the best for 2006.............

E-Comm test!!

2005-12-16T05:29:00.000-08:00

helo ppl... hope u had a great week.. me looking forward for this weekend.. erm.. dunno y.. mayb becos Sport Champ is over n i kind of free now.. hehe.. although i got other things to do lah.. still got sem proj, ASP proj, weekly report for e & c.. erm... more to come.. erm... Math, ASP n those electronis thing is driving me crazy.. i find it hard.. js haf to bear wif them.. i dun wanna fail any module.. hope to haf a smooth one fro this yr 2 too... erm.. btw, got to noe this guy from my sch... me added me in MSN.. i dunno how he got my email but he say thru my blog.. erm??*wondering.. blur me... nvm.. talk to him n we actually notice each other in sch.. so coincidence.. js someone who walked pass us..erm.. a three yr student.. doing final year proj n next week leaving for attachment..erm.. how does it feel to be third yr student.. erm.. fun but stressful mayb.. erm.. js wait for my turn to come.. neway, now SIT Club is having a christmas booth at blk L level 2.. there will be games n selling of things for christmas..erm.. hope it is gonna be fun..
while, SEG side, they will be having Christmas Party for the whole sch on Friday..erm.. shud be fun but wonder if ppl turn up.. cos need to pay 3 buck.. pray more will though.. erm............
Todae, i i had my e-comm test.. erm.. i did study but it seems tt i cant memorise lots of them.. but when we were doing the equiz, it help somehow to memorise.. manage to pass .. 37/50.. erm.. most of my classmate did well this time compared to last test which 3/4 of the class failed... neway, yesterday, u were having a mass meeting for the SIT club.. I was shocked tt Fadzuli actually step down..erm.. i understand his position those.. after tt, me, wei siong, sue, JY, wana n chloe had a chat.. din noe sharing of experience could be so fun.. hehe.. looking forward to more those sharing session..hehehe...
now, i dunno wat to do n i'm bored.. so blogging do help sometimes cos u think of what u do for the day or few days before.. erm.. TC...:)

Monday Cheeze...............

2005-12-12T08:49:00.000-08:00

hehe... Todae is MOnday.. n i already feeel so tired.. had sport champ on the last sat n it was so tiring... the whole thing was fine except for some ppl who i noe tt irritates me to the max.. In the afternn the game haf to be postpone cos it rain... there was thunder n lightning even.. haha.. but the fun part was that the crowd was dismissed unknownly.. haha.. had debrief n stuff b4 we went to AMK to eat our dinner.. After tt, ard 7 plus, me, bern n ridz took the bus home..

Todae.. had normal lesson.. first time i guess i'm not late for class but i purposely came in ard 10.15 so tt i dun haf to wait so long for the lesson to be over.. hehe.. lame me rite.. haiz... neway, here are some pics tt we took during Internet Programming lab... hehehe.. enjoy!!

btw, this is my cousin n Sue(taken during VoiceOut 2005):

i forget to update yesterdae dinner...

2005-12-03T07:36:00.000-08:00

i'm here not blogging again.. todae was a boring day or rather a-good-gal day...wake up.. suppose to follow bern to msia or rather go study wif fe or haf dinner wif hidhir(he ask the day b4).. but none was as planned.. i stayed at home whole day instead.. wake up.. clean the house, listen to Raihan song the whole afternn, watch born to fight, then war of the world then exorcism of Emily Rose again.. haha.. crazy rite.. erm.. now, at night blogging after a long chat cum lecture from my sister n cousin.. wateva.. i js gonna do wat i think is rite n i will not do things tt are against my will..

btw, ya.. yesterday, after doing my test for e-comm which i flunk it, i meet up wif the rest of my ssn member to haf our treat from Mrs Lim, manager for engineering side.. erm.. something like tt lah.. She drove me, de ming, yvonne n sam to the seoul garden at AMK... while, the rest, He Sheng a.k.a Andy, clark, desmond ho n desmond koh met us there..we sat there from 4.30 to 7.45 pm.. haha..clark n sammie left halfway as they got something on.. me n yvonne wanted to left for home at first but then, suddenly yvonne wanted to play pool.. so the rest of us went to the place above the Mac at AMK.. cool place.. first time there...neway, we played abt 4 to 5 games in an hr and the half.. first game, yvonne, clark, desmond ho n de ming played.. desmond ho was supposed to break the ball but when he tried to hit the white ball, the white ball flew towards my direction causing me to catch the ball on my hand which i put it on my lap.. damn it man.. nearly hit my body part.. haha.. luckily i managed to catch it..haha..after tt, me n yvonne took a cab home while desmond ho n andy took train to town n deming n desmond koh went the other way for home too... Yvonne drop me near my hse bus stop b4 she left for home.. thanks gal..

Now, i'm tired but not in the mood to slp..so guess js gonna laze ard b4 gg to bed... gdnite.. looking forward for tmr.. gg to attend my cousin wedding at Tampines.. somewhere there is guess... erm.. -*grins-

It's December liao...

2005-12-02T07:46:00.000-08:00

harlo ppl... it's friday nite on 2 dec.. n it is raining outside... now, blogging while chatting to hidhir & fe... js finish cleaning my stuff... received all those present n gift.. so need to clean n put them up somewhere.. haiz.. iron my clothes which i haf not done for a wk.. got lotsa clothes piling.. so done the ironing part.. this week was kind of hectic cos got test, proj, report to be done.. it is friday, n i dont owe any of them.. but i'm sure more to come.. so js be prepare for tt...
As for tmr, my SIT club member wanted to go to m'sia.. i wanted to accompany bern to go but i cant.. my mum wasnt really let me go..so better dun go.. sorry ya bern n u guys.. i really cant make it.. still planning wat to do tmr.. mayb go study or do proj or js relax n enjoy the weekend..
It might be another hectic wk again next wk.. but i really hope everything goes well..
i really dont noe what to blog now.. erm.. okie.. lets talk abt my club bdae celebration for all the november's babies...

We are supposed to haf the celebration at level 6 as per normal but this time rpund since we got booth to look after, we went to level 2 at the booth to celeb... they bought my favourite fruit cake.. erm.. it was damn nice... the fruits are peach, strawberry, kiwi and mango.. hahha.. yummy..yummy.. firstly, they sang for me, kah yip n cher our bdae song before giving us the present... we cut the cake together n open the present together too.. i got two, U2 & esprit, shirt while, kahyip got a bag n cher got her fav haivanas.. js before we wanted to give bern a surprise, weisiong came to me n say tt my'angel', "some kind of game our club play", gave me a personal bdae present too..it was a BIG card wif a jigsaw puzzle wif the jigsaw haf everyone in the club personal wishes to me... it was damn, damn nice lor... to my 'angel', thank you so much... if ya a girl, i give ya a kiss on christmas but if ya guy, i give ya a hug..wahaha.. i oso received a small gift from bob.. thanks ya... nice seashell...n to my lesbo.. thank you so much for the sweater.. it is nce.. like those baby type.. but got a something tt look like a dog on the shirt.. nvm lah..
i will still wear...hehe... to all those ppl.. thank you so much..

to my cliques of sec sch friend... i really hope to haf an outing wif u guys.. but i noe tt we all got our own commitment n stuff.. sometimes, time really doesnt not allow us to be out together... i'll pray tt we might be able to make it someday...so if u guys reading this.. pls try to do something abt it.. miss u guys....

Times really flies tt fast.. it is already December now.. looking forward for a better year.. haha.. the weather is so good tt i feel like gg to bed now.. erm.. cold n cosy nite.. gdnite..take care then..

My birthday celebration...

2005-11-26T17:20:00.000-08:00

hehe.. hi guys... i'm here to update my birthday celeb.. actually, i wasnt expecting for a bdae celeb cos none planned to do any... end up on 21 November, i reach home ard 6 plus to help wif the deco n all.. they plan to have a belated bdae party for insyeerah tt the gal my mum babysit for 6 years... ehehe.. but when they got the cake out, i saw my name n insyeerah's name on it.. i was like wths.. haha.. but yippee.. got cake for me.. ard 9 plus after cutting n eating the cake, "R" message asking out for a movie.. kind of surprise but it does not really excited me.. i js like "orh.. okie.." suggest to watch Harry Potter but too bad i watch twice over the weekend cos i got free tixs.. hehe... the next day, i went to sch as normal.. got three hrs of lab n i'm done for tt day.. so promise to meet them ard 6 to watch movie.. but not harry potter.. hehe.. i suggest Exorcism of Emily Rose.. haha.. kind of cool man the show... neway, not forgetting my dearest classmate.. they actually bought for me Royal Chocolate Polar cakes... hehe.. i love tt man.. we ate outside lecture room.. First time i actually celeb my bdae in sch.. the atmosphere is diff.. Thank to Mel n rina for tt interesting present.. they got me an esprit towel..n a sheep keychain.. HA HA.. bad sia u guys.. but still it is cute.. the card is nice too..later, went up to the club room n cher suggest they sing me a bdae song n thus they sang LOUDLY.. hehe.. thank you ya guys.. my dearest thanks to all the SIT club peeps.. after tt, meet them to watch movie..when we are walking to the cinema, i told fe n abu tt i want to buy the hotdog wif cheese in it.. i told her tt it is nice.. u noe wat.. they think dirty man.. they keep saying tt i become so dirty since i'm 18 alrdy.. i was like damn it man.. u guys are the one lor.. haha.. next we went to the S11 or 924 coffeeshop to slack for awhile..keep talking crap and my cheekbone is pain due to all those laughing..neway, i had fun wif them though not the whole group were there.. miss those peeps.. wonder where all gone to liao.. erm.. when i reach home my mum was like wah.. so late come home ar.. ur bdae oso wan me to nag isit? i was like huh?? it is only 10.45 lor.. neway, she din nag though..mayb it is becos it's my bdae.. at night, from b4 12am on 21 nov til 24 november i kept receiving lotsa bdae wishes msges.. haha...thanks people...

now, i js came back from the old folk party in sch.. it is a kind of comm service for us.. the pre work is damn tedious but thanks to yvonne i'm not badly needed.. hehe.. the working part which is entertaining n looking after the folk were great.. got all this sporting folk tt makes my day.. hehe..during tt oso, used to be my C++ lecturer, Ms Valerie Chong, hehe..she sang an opera-like song in cantonese i guess.. haha.. she was actually singing wif two voise meaning the guys's part n then the gal's part.. when she sang, a few old folk kept praising her.. i was think tt she is quite good lor.. not bad..and her expression is damn cute.. hahaha...if only i can imitate those faces... haha... after this gotta do report n pass to my friend.. tonite, i'm gg to JB.. go to my grandma's place for Raya visiting.. erm.. wonder how it is to raya in m'sia.. klah.. enuff for today.. feel so tired i wish i could slp for a few hrs.. klah.. bubye.. Take Care...

Hari Raya Outing-- Camp FOcus peeps!!

2005-11-19T01:50:00.000-08:00

On Saturday, 26 November, i had my open hse for people to visit... Most of my relatives came.. n my only friend tt came was my Secondary school clique..Abu, Hatta, Iqbal, Fazli, Fahmy, Farhana, Nicholas, Juffri, MakNoh & not forgetting FERINA.. haha... My cousin cooked for us Sup Tulang for my friends n relatives n damn i tik it is nice lor... haha.. N coincidencely, i wear same color baju kurung as Mak Noh...so we took pics together..
Aniway, i'm sorry cos i cant follow u guys for raya..thanks for coming my hse..

On Sunday, me went out wif people from NYP... from SBM, SEG, n mainly SIT.. wahaha... Hafid,
Deen, Herry,Dinie, Ridzman, Bob, Azran, Fateha, Aini, Zahira,Fida, Farhana...

HAfid: -first hse,Boon Lay, eat mee goreng(breakfast lah ni..), took pics
Aini: -second hse,Commonwealth, eat nasi goreng(but i din eat cos full hehe..), got very cute grandma who loves to say "sayang, i love u children, alhamdulillah(3x)"
Fida: -third hse,Admiralty, eat custard puff, took pics
Mine: -4th hse,Yishun, eat sup tulang, took pics
Ridzman: -5th hse,Yishun, eat mee hun goreng, watch dunno wats tt movie..hehe
Fateha: -6th hse,Tampines, split wif guys hu went to Dinie hse,Eunos, slack&slp @ her room, eat soup(supposed to b mee soup.. hehe.. but i dun eat the mee),
**Bob & Herry left...
Zahira: -7th hse,Tampines, watch Musje dosti karoge, haf to drink plain water(so sad seh..)
Azran: -8th hse,Tampines, eat popiah, azran's dad is damn funny(keep teasing ppls)
Farhana: -9th hse, Pasir Ris, eat rojak(damn nice) wif Blackcurrant Tea from Holland, watch prince turns to a frog(taiwanese drama), took pics
**took cab home wif Fida & Ridzman
hahaha.. aniway, the whole day is fun.... keep laughing n i start coughing n not feeling well after tt.. hey fid, dun blame urself.. i got sick becos i laugh n drank alot of cold/gassy drinks..
got some pics to share..hehe..here u go:

farhana's hse Aini's hse

Ridz's hse Hafid's hse

Azran's hse Mine's hse

slack at fid's hse Fida's hse

Back to school, it is now the second week of school.. okielah but got lotsa project in liao.. KNS.. haiz.. neway, my friend rina wanted to change her image n damn, i tik she make it.. hey gal, i like the way u r now.. hehe.. so chiao bu.. feeweet.. haha...
here are some of the photos we took..

2005-10-24T11:45:00.000-07:00

helo guys... how haf u guys been? i'm coping well here..in both issues.. erm.. neway, was watching stairways to heaven on channel U... then cant wait to cont watching so happened tt my sis borrowed the 20 vcd of tt drama from her friend, so, gg to continue later... hehe... my whole towel wet seh.. so sad n touching.. cant help it man.. i dunno y but i keep crying... i js dun understand y is love so difficult to handle.. it is supposed to be giving happiness but y does it always haf to end sadly... Can someone explain to me???... js like the show, they loved each other so much but wateva it is.. they still cant be together.. isnt reality so cruel to them... now, i feel so scare of the word love... simple yet complex in so MANY ways..... k forget abt it now... listening to On bended Knee by boyz to men now ... haiz... klah.. me gg off to watch stairways to heaven... *sob..sob... Take care people...

Happpy weekend...

2005-10-18T00:30:00.000-07:00

helo..helo..helo....hi ppl... how r u guys?now having another campbelle soup while blogging this weekend was great... alotsa thing hapen..happy n sad.. but nvm... on saturdae.. stay at home do nothing.. basically reading...Charlotte Lamb.. In the still of the night.. interesting.. haha.. *Azimah is reading english book.. wahaha
On Sunday, went out to break fast wif my clique... Ferina, abu, khai, fazli, dayana, nicholas, hatta & abu..went to fetch fe at here work place first.. tt gal gave me a free flash make-over.. hehe.. apply some C.Dior lip gloss n make-up.. hehe.. thaks ya gal.. haha.. after tt went to bedok to eat at Yasaalam restaurant..hehe i eat ipoh hor fun while fe ate macaroni goreng.. the rest ate fish n chip, murtabak, satay, rojak...haha.. big feast..later then.. went to geylang to jln2 while the guys're looking for baju kurung.. me left wif fe ard9.15..taking 854 home.. fe,... thank you so much for the companion..hehe.. luv ya so much..
On monday, went to sch but nothing much happen.. js got no mood...erm... tt's all for now.. take care folks...luv ni men,... hehehe

btw, here are some photo of this weekend.. lotsa more of previous photo not up.. upload once i got it.. hehe

tt's SARA, merv n me during SIT AGM

Me n FE

Abu, me n Fe

this this wat fe send me when i ask for her funny pic.. she n her "BF"

<--Couple of the year -->
cute rite they?? so compatible.. hehehe

*still missing my lesbo,nurina, melly n SARA...

Prezzie for bdae boy..

2005-10-13T00:40:00.000-07:00

helo guys.. those who always vheck my blog.. sorry din post any entries for 3 days.. erm.. lazy n du feel like it anyway.. so now.. i tik i'll blog only like two to three days... if got mood then every day lah..

so todae wat i actuallly did was.. went to sch for SIT club meeting.. supposed to reach at 10 but reach ard 10.30.. hehe.. standard.. erm.. discuss for a while b4 me n fad went to Mr Guru to talk abt the plague or medal in a casing.. wateva it is called..from him we can get at cheaper price.. so y not... erm.. after discussing eif him, me had to push our event backward..January to December... nvm.. the earlier the better.. so more time to concentrate on sch n other things.. seriously i miss my friend.. FE, abu n clique, my classmate.. holiday n seem like i'm so far from them..neway, HAPPY BDAE STEPH..hehe.. (js call her.. hehe)

after SIt club thingie settle n stuff.. me, ridzman, mervyn, Jing Yi, Fadz.. we played RISK.. hehe.. seems like tt haf became my favourite pastime.. all thanks to ART n MERVYN n RIDZ.... haha.. neway, thanks.. nice game.. neway, i won again todae.. hehe.. wif 49 soldier still standing on the battle ground.. hehe.. hehe.. if only more gal can play then can allied wif them.. ehehe.. nway, after playing risk.. me, art, fad n eric went to Queensway to go buy prezzie for somebody.. hehe..the moment we reach ther, straight away can break fast liao.. hehe.. take cab somemore... if not, late ler... hehe.. went to Mac to had my meal.. meet bryan b4 we went to Mac... after eating, went round n round the place to look for the prezzie.. erm.. along the way, Bryan keep telling jokes n all... hehe.. luv him man.. full of jokes n crap.. hehe.. ya.. told us abt this green tea creamy soup which taste bluekk... yuck.. hehe.. n eric keep saying it is like seaweed soup.. haha.. funny lah u guys.. hehe... n bryan.. i dun eat weggie while u eat ALOT of weggie n still look plum... hehe... ya.. emphasize on the ALOT.. hehe... finally we got him a shirt, a boxer n a dunno wats tt kol..erm a thing u used for basketball.. finger sleeves i tik.. haha.. then, we took bus from there to redhill MRT.. haha.. haf fun wif them though.. hehe.. tmr got SEG meeting in the morning.. then break fast wif fid, fat cher they all then go wei ping bdae...erm.. long day tmr.. but hope to haf fun...

now at home.. chatting n blogging... logging off soon.. erm... :O..:O.. guess i'm slpy.. gdnight everyone... cya soon....

Ramadhan...Fasting month...

2005-10-06T21:45:00.000-07:00

Fasting month... Ramadhan come n it's time for fasting.. hehe... on wednesday, it was foirst day of fasting month nSIT club had thier first meeting... supposed to meet ard 11 for mass lunch but i come ard 12 instead cos i'm fasting... meet chloe, mervyn n then sue.. walked together to MAC.. meet them there n later on proceed to club room.. hehe.. me, chloe n bern went to level 3 notice board to decorate the board instead.... came up wif some ideas... will work on it soon.. later from 2.30 onward to 6 was our first meeting.. erm.. discuss our club rules & general rules.. Okielah..satisfy wif it... discuss on certain event but half way i started to feel giddy.. dunno y mayb becos of empty stomach.. first day fasting...erm.. not so used to it... hehe..ard 5.55, me, sharon, sue & chermaine went off together.... hehe.. i cudnt take the bus tt day cos i'm feeling too giddy.. so cher help me to hail a cab... thanks cher.. i wasnt feeling tt well.. din managed to thank ya... went home n after 15 min waiting..it is time to eat... wahahahaha.... went online for awhile b4 gg to bed after tt...

Todae,help my mum to buy groceries n all... todae my mum cooked Nasi Lemak... yesterdae was Mee Bandung..yummy..yummy... hehehe.. my favourite is Mee bandung.. haha... after helping her n all, reedwan msg me.. he wans me to acc him to cosway pt.. went there wif him ard 3 plus.. otw meeting him, hafid msg me.. tot who's number is this.. hehe..got to noe it is him..sorry ya.. now then can msg u.. hehe... msg him all the way to cosway pt..when we reach the nokia phone at cosway pt, we had to wait for 2 more hrs b4 he can get his hp fixed.. so we actually walked to most of the shop at cosway.. haha.. had lots of fun walking n teasing him.. haha... he bought a HOTWHEELs dunno wat.. a collection of his.. he said he finally got the last piece b4 his collection for tt particular thing.. haha.. happy for him... reach home ard 7..n it is time to eat.. haha....... now bloggingn hopefully tt tmr will be another fine day for me... *pray to GOD... k then..bb...

SEG CAMP...

2005-09-30T11:25:00.000-07:00

helo guys... hahaha... erm wat haf i been doing?? although sch haf closed for a weeek...i still haf not get tt break yet.. n all i noe, next week is fasting month...
On tuesday, went to sch for SEG club commissioning.. hehe.. surprisingly, it only last for 45 mins.. damn..tt was so fast lor... din expect tt lor.. hehe.. neway, got to noe abt the A & R side peeps.. a few only..haiz... but wateva it is... after tt, wen to SSN clubroom to slack n my god.. ehehe.. B4 tt, erm saw this one senior.. a chinese guy... wahlau man.. he is damn cute lor..had to admit his voice sound so cartoon.. erm.. haha.. but argh.. cute man... hehe.. Yvonne & sammie pls dun tell others ar.. so embarassing leh..hehe.. neway, tot of decorating the room so tt is more convenient for us to slack in there..
On Wednesady, turned up early in the morning around 8plus... got SEG training camp..erm..ya rite.. training camp... it was more of a leisure camp.. haha... took a coached to sentosa..went to palawan beach to haf fun.. we played soccer, volleyball n some actually swam..i din cos there was this two dogs which they all were happily playing wif while i was at one corner trying to make sure the dog dun come near me...haha.. got this one time tt the dogactually ran towards my direction i was like so panic tt i js stood up the chair tt someone was sitting on.. hehe... after tt, we went to our so-called "room".. it was this cute little hut tt is meant for 3 person.. firstly, only me n bern occupied the room.. but then we invited Karmila over..she's the secretary for the SEG club.. hehe.. after, checking in our room n unpacked, we went to the pool to haf a dip..but, we played captain's ball instead.. hehe.. it was damn fun... i really enjoyed myself there...While we went in the pool, happened to saw Deen, hafid, n this guys wif them... talk to them for a while b4 they left to go out..i dunno where... mention to them to visit my hut at the other side.. later in the evening, we had this small talk at Yvonne & Sammie's hut b4 we had our dinner... u noe wat we had??haha.. pizza... they actually ordered 10 boxes fo pizza... wat a traing camp.. actually it is a bonding camp for the new excos.. haha... after tt, we went to musical fountain to watch the so called interesting show...& damn it man.. i luv it so much.. if only, i went there wif ther wif a guy i like.. haha.. dream on azzy.. hahabut, nice though.. thanks to SEG club man.. tt was my first time... we oso took lotsa pics...after tt, went back to our hut.. was sitting inside my hut when keat, desmond n some others came to chit chat... erm, a while later, hafid, deen n terry(their's friend) came to outside of my hut.. quite shocked cos i dun really noe them tt well..if i'm not wrong, tt was my first time talking to deen ... hafid he was lesbo's facilitator during camp focus..so-called know him lah... we chat for abt 15 min outside b4, they all sat inside my hut when bern n the rest went off to one of guys room to play this indian poker... or wateva it is called... haha.. sat in the room wif deen, hafid n terry for ard 2 hrs.. haha.. surprisingly we got topic to talk abt...fid, u shud like wat we discuss abt,,, hahaterry is kind of a very good-looking chinese guy.. he can even understand malay... cool.. haha..sharon they all tease him wif cher but i tease cher wif deen more.. cos she forever wif "Deen my fav guys..." haha... after tt, i went to the guys room to play the indian poker wif the rest of the guy while the guys left back to their room..haha..cute lah the game...bernadet drank til she's look so red... haha... i learn fast though... after tt, went up to deen, hafid, n terry's room..tt was ard 2.20AM..ya.. AM.. haha.. karmila wanted to watched cos liverpool was her fav team.. i oso went to watched although my fav team is not playing... but then, i was supporting liverpool then..deen was supporting chelsea while terry slping.. haha..so nice of deen n hafid to actually fetch us up to their room... haha... quite cosy too their room... pity them for eating soggy maggie... haha... nvm.. cher will bring breakfast for u guys the next day.. hahha..half-time, bernadet had alrdy fallen aslp.. while the rest wanted to slp... only left me, keat, deen, hafid n terry.. so we watched til the game ends... all tt time, i was actually cursing gerrard n the chelsea player for not getting to score any goals..hey sian lor if watched soccer no goal.. haha... so, we watched til 4.30.. they were asking me to js slp in their room but i dun feel comfortable so i went back to my hut to slp.. haha.. woke up next morning ard 9.45 when we are leaving at 10.15.. haha.. took a fast wash up b4 leaving to the place where the coache is waiting... went back to sch to haf lunch b4 having this communicationskill lecture... after tt went to seg cub room to packed the goodies bag separately.. man.. hahagrab some towels to bring back home.. haha... headed home after tt... reach home.. straight away ZzZzzzzzzzzzzzzz......
haha... todae, got up early again to went sch for SIT club training & SNN first official meeting.. erm.. everything was okie... talk abt it tmr... i'm damn tired now.. want to slp now... ZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz................

RINA'S BDAE!!

2005-09-26T00:50:00.000-07:00

wah...Todae was rina's bdae.... wasnt feeling tt good this morning.. mayb abt wat had happen recently.... guess there's always up n down in life...went to sch in the morning for the SEG thingie.. had lunch in sch wif sammieat FJ when Bob came to joined us.. sorry bob.. ask for ur help but it look likeas if i got nothing for ya to do... but it was the SEG side tt request for a DJ.. so js doing my part... sorry abt it ya man.. after tt went to sammie's place..suppose to do the flash wif her but instead, she slp n i watch Beauty & the beast..hehehehe... was confused till then but thanks sammie for some advice.. nice talking to ya..n thanks for letting me lay on ya bed too.. hehehe... guess to comfy for me.. i tik even the rest like bern n yvonne wud agreed.. hehe...
After tt meet fe at braddell mrt station at 4.10.. meet the rest ard 4.25pm at city hall... went to walked all the way to esplanade.. we ate ice-cream while waiting for rina to come... then it happened to rain..so we went the makansutra place there to seek for shelter n tot of having dinner there..but there was this one malay uncle tt was being very rude to this one bangla n not only tt...even to his customer.. when we came to take chairs to sit, he was asking y r we messing up the place..wths... HELLO.. we are here to sit n eat.. waited for 10 min b4 we went off from tt bloody place... oh ya b4 tt, when sammie was putting back the chairs to the tables, happened tt she uses her leg to push the chair back n the uncle say.."hey gal, y so rude huh??".. wth....... argh... js walked away n ignored him..went to FJ at marina square to cut the cake all.... took some pic b4 me, rina, yati n shu ting went to cavana to meet fe n eat there... the rest went to arcade first...

tt's me n rina............

the LIANZ PAI....

me, denn, fe....
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choice & disappointment?????

2005-09-25T11:40:00.000-07:00

erm... things always look fine but sometimes it is a lie... nvr did i expect it to turn out the way it was.... nvr let history repeat itself but i did... i noe i'm not perfect n nobody did... guess my weakest point is to manage my time well for ALL my friend.. n i mean ALL...
CHoice?? mayb everything is abt choice.. wat u wanna eat?? wat u wearing todae?wat time u wanna go to bed? who u choose to be wif?? all abt life is choice..erm.. n one damn thing abt it is i'm not good in it... i noe i'm at fault... i always wanted to accept new challenge in life..for example, itake SIT club as a challenge to myself.. exposure..experience.. friends.. learn abt quality...but to other they prefer not to accept it... again it's abt making a choice..
i'm not angry seriously.. neither am i sad or watever... the only thing i feel is disappointment.. disappointed in myself for not making time for my friends and disappointed in someone who i actually tot she understand me...someone who i already regard her as one of my closest friend... it is not tt i nvr talk to u abt it..i did.. Point out my mistake...Do remind me if i forgot... erm.. but then.. i cant blame her too..js my fault for not doing a good job as a friend in the first place...
Wasnt really feeling well todae..kind of sick n moody...mayb due to PMS... js need to rest n make decision quickly..thanks to those who haf heard me out.. i feel better... guess.. i shud initiate the move first... Sorry to those who i had make u guys feel tt i neglected u...To abu, if ya reading this entry... sorry if this entries pissed u off.."pompuan ni haiz.. tak habis2 ngan diri dier and kawan dier..." haha.. guess ya oso think like wat She's tik.. erm...
Js do wat what i can afford to do now and i tik it's rite..................

SIT CLUB AGM 2005!!

2005-09-23T00:35:00.000-07:00

Helo guys... erm.. today is kind of hectic day for me again.. hahaha... went to sch at 9.30 for SSN meeting wif Mr Khoo... it is to discuss the SSN year plan..erm.. from 9.45 to 11.55..erm.. tt is quite long.. the meeting was kind of nice andi feel relax... good though.. haha...

After tt, went to SIT club room to complete the guestbook me n chloe had to do... erm.. wif the help of samantha n bernadet, the two pro in PUB..,haha, we managed to finished the thing.. went to the LT around 2.15 as me n chloe is the receptionist.. hehe.. we are always together... hahaquite fun actually.. erm.. most the guest is someone i noe so easy to communicate.. get them sign n record down the name of their club.. haha.. during the event i missedthe starting part of the video..erm.. *Halif pls burn it for me.. haha..neway, saw the OGLs video.. haha..interesting man.. well done andrew n those who contribute to the success of the video..haha...
Then come to the commissioning of the new EXCO... here are the list:

President:Fadzuli(DET)
Vice-president:WeiSiong(BI) & Calvin Tang(EI)
Secretary/Treasurer:Pei Shan(MIT)

Diploma Coordinators:Azimah(MIT) :Jing Yi(DET) :Wana(EI) :Jessica(BI) :Theresa(IT)

Admin: Kia Fang, Chloe, Mervyn, Sharon

Sport: Sue, Xavier, Natalie, Kah Yip

Publication: Bernadet, Samantha, Xin Yi, Gabriel

Logistic: Ridzman, Chermaine, Andrew, Wei Ping

erm.. tt's SIT club new Excos... wat do u tik??For those who din get in... i noe u guys feel sad.. but i tik all the new excos welcome u to SIT room..i 'm okie wif the position given but i hope no one tik tt i'm greedy.. i heard tt from someone and it is not tt nice..erm... wateva it is... thanks to those who voted for me... tt's mean more work for me.. To Vincent.. thanks for guiding me and like wat u say,"Don't disappoint me!!" hopefully, wif ya guidance, i won't... hehe.... yeah...Finally, no more trial run for us but more proposal...sobx..sobx.. haiz.. tt's all for todae.... gg to slp liao... tmr got training at 8.. erm.. GOODLUCK to the new Excos..looking forward to work wif u guys... WAKHAKHAKHA...

erm..wat a day.........

2005-09-21T12:50:00.000-07:00

Helo guys... hehehe... how haf u guys been doing?? erm.. i tik i'm doing greathere... todae finished my last paper.. ya.. tt is math.. i dunno y.. but this time round for math i feelkinda sucky... haha.. ya..SUXY.. but still managed to get over it... can pass ar.. but i hope to get B again but wat i tik i shoud do now is js cross my finger and pray hard... erm... btw, went to J8 wif lesbo..bought something for SARA for AGM.. hehe.. hope she like it.. on the way back to sch , saw alex, so walked together to club room..cos me n lesbo need to put the stuff we bought at log room cos Cher she's at home.. ya.. she's at HOME.. hehehe.. nah.. it's okie.. erm, happen tt alex oso wanted to go back home, so we all walked together to MRT station.. we were talking abt AGM and stuff when suddenly alex said,"wat happen ya if one of u din get selected?" like we got tik abt it or not?? haiz.. i feel so bad man...he ask me to wear something smart.. i'm sorry lesbo, if my presence do make u feel bad.. i mean, i dun care n i dun even noe if i'm gonna be selected.. but wateva it is, u will always be one of my fav friend.. I assure u tt.. position is js a position... it can nvr override friendship...

After i got home, as usual, slack for a while b4 giving tuition at 8.. b4 tt, to my surprised, fe called myhome saying she's outside of my hse..hehe.. so nice to see her after not meeting for a few days... talked for a around half an hr b4 she left for home... guess she's tired too.. double work.. hehehe.. double pay.. hehe

Now, online and while was chatting to mel.. i suddenly feel bad.. k.. usually,after our last paper, me, mel n rina will go to take neoprint or picture.. hang out together b4 not seeingeach other for a month..but todae, i forgot abt it and when they ask where i'm gg, i said i gotta go somewhereto buy gift for someone... din noe they were actually sort of wanting to go.. i'm so so sorry... sorry guys,sorry to let u guys down if i had did tt...

BTW, Xavier say nice pic for this.. hehe..

tt is me!!
erm.. i guesss tt's all for todae.. turning in soon... erm.. no more worries... hehe.. a burden off my shoulder...looking forward for fasting month as i'll be working.. lesbo oso.. hehehe...wah.. got pay surely go shopping.. k lesbo.... erm... bubye..

updatess..

2005-09-19T16:30:00.000-07:00

erm.. how time flies...everything happen so fast...
this morn went to sch ard 10 plus.. meet chloe n the rest at FJ.. ridzman was oso there.. all studying.. hehe.. then went to meet mervyn at Mac to pass him calculator... suppose to lend him mine but mine is wif Jon(a guy from my lecture room)... so ridzman lend his to mervyn.. haha.. then me n chloe went to shopping arcade to get some laptop brochures b4 we went to sport hall..(wah someone getting laptop seh... *wink) haiz.. quite nervous all the way there.. it was my c++ paper.. been slacking the whole semester n now struggling to understand the code.. haha.. neway, i js finished my c++ exam paper liao....quite relieved cos i manage to do it.. hehehe.. most of us can i guess.. now left wif math tt is on this coming wed... haiz...

love life????
erm.. still the same old me.... boring lah.. sorry to those who had had advice me n all... i js cant let it go easily... i oso dun understand y i'm holding on til now.. despite noeing everthing, i'm still so stubborn.. guess js let it be.. n wait for someone who can really make me change my mind...

Upcoming event:
~AGM on 23 September
~class BBQ outing on 24 September
~Nurina Bdae on 25 September
~SEG club commissioning rehearsal on 26 September
~SEG club commissioning on 27 September followed by camp til 29 September
~Ferina dae on 28 September

here are some of the pics::

Dennis Bdae

crazy us...

Crazy gals....

Wat a day!!!

2005-09-02T08:38:00.000-07:00

hahahaha... hi guys... good news, my can use my com n go online now on.. hahaha... zbtw, todae was rather a hectic day for me... Today, i have to hand in C++ project & i'm having the SSN Commissioning. so came to sch around 10 plus, after that went straight to lab to do C++.... managed to understand only part of the code.. thanks rina...haha... later went to print the report but all the printing shop are either full or rina's hard drive cant be used. So end up, went to SA to pay my sch fees... haha.. soo late then pay... Went to SIT club room to get the table cloth for SSN event...erm... hahaha.. went to the SSN clubroom to get the batch & table... erm...
finally at 3.30 the event starts... all of the us are there but they were only a number of guest turn up... i was disappointed with the number of turn up but i understand that most of them got class & were not clearly inform... ahhaha... anyway, thanks Mervyn & wee yong for making an effort to come down & support us... n pls, dun show the video that when i was giving a speech.. btw, got this JApanese lecturu who turn up for the event.. i remember the day b4 me and yvonne went to pass him the invitation card... he was like orh ya name?? haha.. i sayid AZIMAH.. "orh AGIMAH...." "no AZIMAH" .. "Orh AGIMAH.. erm.." i was like okie.. after i left his room was like laughing my heart out.. he ws so cute... a very nice guy too.. hahahaha.. so embarassing.. hahaha... At ard 4 plus, Alex & Hui Shan make an effort to come for awhile.. they congrat me & mine team.. thanks ya.... erm.... took alot of pics but i cant uploaded it todae.. well, i guess that some other day bah.... and to those who turn up & help for the event, thank you so much... ppl like Kai Lin, Andy, Benjamin,Bob, Sue & my dearest lesbo, chloe.. hahah... thanks once again... thanks for being so supportive... u guys are those who makes my day... from those OGLs days til now... *flashback....
During C++, hahah.. erm.. managed to pass thru the qns ask by the lecturer... erm, Ridzman, thanks for helping too ya in the project....

Left with XML & MDP... yeah... got common test on the 8th & 9th of september... ahhaha...

pack schedule.....

2005-08-29T12:57:00.000-07:00

erm.... seems like projects is filling my days these days.... In progress is XML, C++ & semestral project.... I haf not even touch my MPD proj...that is the combination of flash, dreamweaver & firework... erm.... Got my resul for the previous common test.. i got B for maths & D for networking... it is a pass though.. lucky me.. hahaha....

On saturday, miss the SIT club interview cos need to turn up for the SSN releasing of result for the 2005/2006 committee... erm.. quite surprised wif my post cos i din expect it... so sudden... N i can really say that news spread so fast.. faster than wind.. hahaha.. crapping here... haha.. i only told certain ppl abt the result but now almost most of my friends noe abt it... If the senior noe abt it i'm not really surprised but the ogls from other diplomas noe abt it to.. erm.... who is tt culprit?? better own up... hahahaha..

now, multitasking... blogging, listening to song, chatting, search for information on router for semestral proj & doing proj....hahaha.. n the funny things is that i'm talking to my lesbo even though she's right beside me.. haha.. and the other things is chatting wif ferina... hahaha
dun worry gal... i won't keep his photo... hahaha... most i will do is print cut it n put it in my purse... hahaha....js kidding... but good for ya... u noe wat i mean... i had always been supportive of him....
btw, yesterday, slpt at 3am js to do my report for XML & C++.. hahaha... had a good chat wif my mum too.. n surprisingly, i actually told her abt the guy who i used to and only like before... hahaha.. she was supportive of it and said that she oso said that from her experience, that it is good to be wif someone u loved but even better wif someone who loves u,... erm.. surprised rite... hahaha... thanks mum...
klah... enuff blogging.. get back to work.. hahaha.. TC...
**listening to more than words & Almost here...

5 weeks more & everythings over....

2005-08-24T11:30:00.000-07:00

haha... i'm left wif three weeks or less to complete all my projects..... haiz.... Some is still in progress & some not even start yet.. haha....

haiz..... i'm truly sorry to someone... i cant make up my mind.... my heart is still in state of confusion... looks like i still cant get over tt someone... i find it hard to find someone to replace him... i js cant help it.... Lesbo.. thanks for understanding n listening to me everyday.... i noe ya wan me t be wif him but i cant help it.....

Yesterdae... went for the election at LTL2 at 3.30.... but it only starts at ard 4 plus.. as usual.... haha.... not all turn up n i'm quite disappointed cos only a few from mit turn up.....Chloe n me sat the few last row wif sue n kailin..... i wasnt expecting for any post... got into exco is more than enuff for me....haha... hopefully after the election thinge, our friendship remains the same.... alot of friends haf been made n lots of experience haf been gain during those days....

haiz... dunno wats wrong wif myself now.... haiz.... gtg..... take care...

More pics UP... hahaha...

2005-08-22T14:45:00.000-07:00

here are those pics that i got from RINA.. thanks baby... hahaha... From VoiceOut 2005 & the pics after our Introduction to Enterpreneurship presentation....
LOLx..

My group member

The gal ONLY

Steph, Rina & ME

Me & RINA......

Rina, Me, Katz & Steph

Me & Art

me, helmie & Rina

Me n the Duncan Crew member.. the extreme right is my friend,Firdaus..

That's all i got now... haha.. Take Care peeps....

updating..

2005-08-18T14:45:00.000-07:00

hello people... haha... i dont haf much thing to blog.. so let me jus update all the photos i got to... haha....

Hendra & Me

Hendra..

me n sharon

as for todae.. erm.. looking forward for PHAT NITE.. haha.. as i'm the bouncer... hahaha.. dun laugh okie... u tik i'm not good enuff isit?? haha

erm.. dunno wat to say...

2005-08-12T21:30:00.000-07:00

Borring..... Now in a state of confusion.... LOVE, future, money, family all in one mind.... haiz..... lab whole day,......

term break n common test wk?????erm....

2005-08-03T18:40:00.000-07:00

erm.... to everyone, radical run was a success.... hehehe... things went smooth n we managed end the day with a smile... for me, thanks to xavier n vincent... u guys noe wat i mean.. hehehe... well.. i actually work the next day..thanks to sue recommendation... neway, to my surprised, nadia, hazirah, yati were there too.. so i was easy working there... sha was the one who actually recruit us... had a fun n great time wif them.. i feel very close n easy wif them.. we actually ate together.. me n sue share sort called a"plate" of rice... dia n yati n zirah alone during oone of our lunch time... we oso had ur dinner at Haig Rd n ljs n coffee bean.... got to noe some new guys... tt is Zafir n aliff... hahha.. aliff is sue ppl btw... hahha... she was so engross wif him tt she keep saying.. my people...my people...everywhere oso my people...hahaha..
now, i'm checking my mail, as i chat as i msg SARA as i check frienster... hahha.... i forgot wat wanna write.. haiz.... tt's all for now bah.... looking forward for bandzout now.... swoosh.....

Ready for radical run???!!!!

2005-07-25T12:15:00.000-07:00

hahaha... find it funny.. no one is into the radical run event... hope to see more peeps being enthu but haiz... later will b another meeting or so called trial run.....i wonder how many will turn up... still guessing the number...neway, yesterdae i went to watch Fantastic 4 at jubilee AMK... i tik is is a nice show.... i noe ppl watch long ago now then i wanna watch.. but its okie... never too late bah... hahaha...took some pics wif my lesbo n kailin.. lame bah.. took wif the 3D cardboard car at jubilee.. hahaha..upload them soon.. now blogging during networking lab(sort of remedial..)..i tik i sux at networking... haiz.. so worried man... next wk is our common test week .. i got Math n Networking test.. shit.. haven start studying for both... gonna start tonite.....*cross my finger.. after this going for lunch.. then meeting kailin n andy to buy the radical run stuff at AMK... at 2.30, there will b radical run meeting... all the best later azimah... a self-motivating phrase... i noe i'm being lame here... haha..

**miss those guys i used to b wif(abu, fazli, maknoh, hatta, fahmi/y, nicholas, etc...)
**to my chloe, been together wif u this few days.. thanks for everything..leon lim, people, supercool, eyecandy n all... hahaha.. had much funny wif ya....

yeah.. got some of the pics....

2005-07-21T14:50:00.000-07:00

hahaha.. guys.. thanks to my lesbo n simon laptop, i manage to get those pics... these are the pics i took from chloe hp... hahaha.. thanks ya lesbo...
now, having XML lab.... haiz.. whole day lab... got nite class... wah.. so happy got to see my PEOPLE.. chloe.... ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.. haahahaha

me N bErN..

me n Leon lim again..haha

my lesbo n Me

Ivan n mE

Azran N mE

BrYan n mE

mE n sK

erIc n mE

SaRa n mE

haiz.. shE again.. haha..

mE n fAdzuLi...
i'll upload more pics soon...bye.. cya guys...

ups n down of life....

2005-07-20T11:40:00.000-07:00

helo peeps~~ hope u guys r doing fine.... for me, yesh!! VoiceOut 2005 was finally over... now i got more time for myself, my friends, my school work n family... hopefully lah... but still projects is coming... currently got C++... XML coming soon.... erm... but let me share wif u guys about wat happen during yesterdae VoiceOut.... hahhaha... I noe it is a little bit pathetic cos me n bern could not come up wif a nice props n lots of thing is very last minute work.... sorry Kah Yip if we disappoint u..... Neway, i was actually given the "present gal" but was change to become an usher... i was okie wif it n i was more than happy when i got to usher LEON LIM.. he is actually a participant for this Superstar competition at Channel U... I tik he is cute n a nice guy.. i saw him once at Yishun Sec during it's Annual Speech Day... he was invited there cos Mr Andrew Leong used to be his teacher in Naval Base Sec.. Oooo~~... cool... took picture wif him n got to noe he's from NYP... okie enuff abt him.. During the event, i was to usher n entertain him n dun make him feel bored... hahaha... i got a chance where most gals wants... that is to sit beside him n had a talk going on... hahha.. sorry to those gal... Abt the event itself, there is a little bit of cork up here n there but it's okie... i tik the process of conducting the event is more important... we got to learn new stuff n gain experience... after the event, we had so call photo taking session going on... i took wif most of the senior, like art, eric, alex, Sara, Azran, Ivan, SK, cindy, bryan, Helmie... hahahaha... took some more shot wif leon lim n not forgetting my Lesbo...hahah..Chloe... Wif the rest like, SUe, yati, meryvn, sharon, nas,fadzuli, the duncan crew peeps which two of them are my friends, tt is firdaus n Ian....didnt manage to upload the pics n get them from those peeps camera so i'll b uploading them once i haf them... i was super happy cos i manage to take pic wif "supercool".. got a little closer n find tt he's a nice n fun guy.... that shud b all for the time being.... upcoming event will b phat nite, bandzout n radical run... OOOoooo~~

now to my BestF...i'm sorry for not spending time for ya... i noe..i noe ya piss off wif me... i'm sorry.. i got to admit tt i'm not good at time management.... i might even b there for ya for the past few weeks.... but i do keep ya in mind in watever i do... i heard lots of comment abt u but i dun care cos i noe when i'm wif ya u r a diff person which those who is not close to u wun noe.... Fe hope ya understand... u noe i'm like this most of the time.. i noe i haf not been understanding ya most of the time... if u got to read this blog, i hope ya realised tt i actually skive during lesson jus to write this posting... as u noe i cant blog at home... now, my event is over, i will try to spend time wif ya...

It has been very, very, very, long...........

2005-07-14T11:46:00.000-07:00

hi peeps... i guess i nvr blog for abt a few mths.... sorry...hahaha... it is due to my internet connection problem n my laziness in blogging... hahaha.. got so much to say though... so let me summarize so far wat i had been doing...

it all start wif camp eagle.....[haiz + :))]

~camp eagle: MIT AI/C(meet alot of cool peeps & change my life in NYP )
~Sentosa outing(SIT CLUB)
~AIDS talk for year one student
~eXtreme Venture event(SIT CLUB)
~Club Crawl: Blood donation drive + JAM n HOP
~Palm print project for National Day
~Blood donation drive
~Sport seminar : Beckham in NYP
~YSS annual speech day : Beverly N Leon Lim came to YSS
~VoiceOut committee 2005
~MIT event for freshie N OGL

Upcoming event
~VoiceOut event
~MIT event
~National Day Celebration in School
~Camp Focus
~BandZOut
~Phat nite

here are some of the pics...

ME n mine freshie

ME wif my camp eagle group member(superman)

ME wif my MIT peeps

Sentosa Outing

Me n Jes(Senior)

Leon Lim n me

Beckham in NYP

me beverly n shahani

To end this blogging session, i would like to share abit of my love life... I actually got over the guy which i like or love for four years.... Nvr will i regret tt.... I come to this decision cos i believe i need to move on in life n mayb someone might jus replace his place... haha.. so i js live happily everyday n hope tt someone will come to be by my side one day.... N not forgetting my best friend... Fe,.. thanks for every thing.... sorry if i had not been very caring or show enuff concern...
To all my new SIT club friends, hope to work wif u guys more in future..

p/s: Not matter how deep u love tt someone, he might not feel the same way as u feel..

my com CRRASHHHHH.....

2005-03-17T21:26:00.000-08:00

isk...isk.... i cant blog for these period of time... got problem with my com.... hope u guys understand.. fe n abu , i noe u guys will go like.."haiz..pompuan ni eh.."....hahahaha... sorry yA..... gtg.. now using the lab nye comp... need to pay attention cos it is JAVAaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!
......aargh........bubye... Take Care....

Presentation for PD....

2005-03-14T11:06:00.000-08:00

Woke up at around 6+.. shower & get ready to sch.. reached sch ard 7.55... Pd class was supposed to start at 8.30..... At abt 9.02 it was our turn to present.. it was our final project whidh after tt our module for this course will be completed... nervous & in the same time i was worried abt how fe will be... neway, fe was short-listed for the written test in Ngee Ann for the Mass Comm course...msg her in the morn...jus some word of encouragement... gal, i noe u can do it...
After school, my mum gave me a call & she wanted me to meet her at my dad's shop at Ubi... So i took the train home wif mel... Alighted at the Eunos Mrt & took the bus no. 63... In the bus, i gave fe a call & i feel relief when she said that the test was okie....fyoo..... When i reach my dad's shop, my mum said tt she wanted to go to the shopping mall near paya lebar MRT station... so, my mum, brother & i took a cab there... Went to this Fashion to look for some formal clothes for my presentation next wk.... i bought 2 pairs of shirt & 2 pairs of shirt...after tt, we went to eat at the Food court... i had sweet n sour "chicken"rice, my brother, black pepper fish rice & my mum had a plate of teri tofu... went to Popular aft tt n look for some books.... but instead of buying any books, i bought a foolscrap paper..man, need tt for maths....argh... need alot of practice...& i have not start studying for my common test or exam... haiz... Project still not done... but soon Everything will be done.. neway, took cab home abt 9+... now blogging & i guess i want to do math now... wait..wait... b4 i got, here is a pic of my mum...taken outside the food court...

Posing seh... wakhakhakha
bye... gdnite..... arios.....

Kak Siti's wedding!!!

2005-03-13T10:24:00.000-08:00

HI regular reader of my blog.... todae is kak siti's wedding.... She is actually a lab attendent in YSS...but she is one great person which we got to noe....neway, she got married to one of YSS teacher... that is Mr Zul... here is a pic of them... Cool izzit??? Such a lovely couple....

the award for best couple of the yr goes to....(drum roll...).. Kak Siti & Abg Zul...

me & the rest, were the kendarat there....neway, here are the name of those who is involved... mak noh, abu, sharizal, farhana, iqbal, juffri, nicholas, ferina, khai,fazli.....When we came, me n fe went to kak siti room to take some shots... wah... posing satu2..... hahahaha.... thanks kak siti for that... Later on that afternn, me n fe went up to kak siti's hse to use the washroom.. Wanted to take more pics but someone told us to go down to help out... short-handed... nvm...I really haf fun there...hahaha... here are some of the pictures we took....

grp photo again & again.....

The groups photo... kecian abu.. gambar dier takde...alalalala...hahaha

That is fe & me posing...wakhakhakha

Fe wanted to show her "beautiful" hair.. me & fei after making our hair curl & more curl...

happy bdae to tt someone....

2005-03-12T10:33:00.000-08:00

It is 11 March.. it is HIS bdae, Roy bdae, n abu sister bdae.... so to all this ppl happy belated bdae..... neway, i got to gather all the courage jus to pass HIM ths present... actually cross-stitch for HIm and in the box which i gave HIM contains one shell, a cross-stitch & one bdae card.... it was a simple bdae present w/o any meaning tt will make HIM feel suspicious.... (hopefully..)I pass HIM the present at level two of our sch of IT building... took the lift up together..but dun worry cos mel n rina was wif me... haha....Went back to class for our meeting... took one pic wif Yi Chuan haha.. cute ar him...neway, feel so good after tt... Took train to yishun... & while waiting for the train, we took our pic wif us wearing a spec...

The PRESENT... ME wif spec..awful izzit it??haha

Rina & Mel wif spec too....

Yi Chuan & me

some happy moment for that moment...

2005-03-09T06:06:00.000-08:00

todae went to sch at 8 for DMD e-learning.... after tt we had math lecture..tt was the first time the lecture taught us something tt we understand...hehehe...followed by lunch n DMD lab... everything went smooth only tt i was feeling a little down.. everytime i laugh, it will b followed by a frown.. looks like me n fe are "mentally disturb".. haha.. fe is oso feeling down at times... neway, WATEVA it is, i n fe will overcome it.. yesterdae, i couldnt log in at night so here are some photos tt were taken yesterdae during our class Semestral Project...After taking some photos, Chloe, "my les partner",talked to me regarding my problem.. thanks Chloe..Luv u gal..hahaha...

Since i wore a grey-coloured contact lens, rina took a pic of my eyes..

both me n rina..POSER!!haha..

Mel n me.. she's trying to look vogue there.. haha..but she looks cute instead..

after a quite some time..........

2005-03-07T21:10:00.000-08:00

after some time not blogging, i haf a lot to share but i guess not possible to share all.. so... after fe break the news on friday.... haiz... i was like so confused n down... i was confident for the confession but not anymore.... things changes so much tt i cant bear to do it..... i tik all tt i feel n think is my wishful thinking.... nothing more should happen... some told me told me to do it but some dont... CONFUSED.... CONFUSED... although I'm in confusion, i cant neglect the rest of my friend... life still needs to move on.... I feel so sorry to those who wish to be with me.. i'm not boasting here okie... really sorry.. but one love cant be order... Afterall, i haf my right to choose... But the one I love isnt with me... HE likes someone else... haiz.... I heard of HIS story & i dun wanna make HIM more trouble ... I'm angry, disappointed, love, hate, & blah...blah...blah.. wif HIM...
okie.. enuff of tt... Since then, i cant do anything on Saturday.... On Sunday still cant.. all i did was to force myself to read this Geisha book tt belong to Dennis.... thanks Dennis... Nice novel...
Yesterdae, monday, went to sch as usual... haiz.... normal stuff... during break, me mel n rina went to the level four rooftop to eat our titbits.. there is picture of it..(below) Then when reach home.. my mum said tt we are throwing a surprise bdae party for my sister.. She is 23 yrs old.. hehehe... old somemore wanna haf bdae party....hehehe..some pisture below...

My sister...............The junk food we had on Monday

Prima Deli bdae cake ....My sister fiancee..hehe..step malu je..

been feeling down n moody......

2005-03-05T07:53:00.000-08:00

sorry those who always read my blog.. been rather moody lately... rally got no mood to blog... especially since yesterdae.... but thank abu n noh... thanks for talking wif me... i felt better.... looking forward on next friday... no becos of someone bdae..but becos i'm meeting abu n noh.. hahaha... but i'm confused oso now... todae one whole day i jus seem not to be myself.. i cant do thing properly and tend to wonder every 5 mins... lots of proj n assignmet but i cant seem to do any of them... All becos of HIM..i guess.... haiz... WATEVER>.... gtg....

so lazy....

2005-03-02T10:33:00.000-08:00

todae... feel so lazy & lazy & lazy... got no mood at all... skipped DMD e-learning & math lecture.. not tt i dun wanna come but my eyes hurt so much when i put on my lens... so had a hard time washing n trying to make it okie.. FINALLY, everything was fine.. HAd lunch in sch wif mel, & "Wong", her friend.... Went for DMD.. in the lab we learn abt authorware..quite interesting... after tt went for WSS... had my test n can said tt todae was the last day for me in WSS cos i noe i'm not going to continue it anymore.......after the test, we had our refreshment .... went home after tt... n.. as usual... watched tv... hmm... nothing more to say.. so i guess i 'll stop here...

?????

2005-03-01T06:50:00.000-08:00

todae went to sch wif rina.... Meet mel at FJ.. had our lunch.... went to e-learning zone to do our Comm Skill project... After tt.. went for MC lab... got our result for MC common test... haiz.. quite disappointed but it's okie since there will be an exam for tt module.. i got 49/100.. haiz.. fail by one mark... hahahahahaha... foolowed the class for semestral project... they discussed abt their ideas wif the mr Si TO.... after the semestral project meeting, while at the auditorium, saw Julian n Sean.... they were here to check for courses...since they got their o level result.... went home after chatting wif them for abt half an hr.... At home, rushed to do my Comm skill proj cos it due tmr... still got assignment to complete.... At abt 7+, Shahani came to used my com.... i managed to chat n keep her company in btw the commercial.. well, me bz watching chinese dramas.... haha.. both 7 n 9 o clock show... haha... b4 she left, we took one pic...

me n sha

got to see HIM.......

2005-02-28T11:11:00.000-08:00

i was late in the morning.. i'm supposed to meet my group member at 7.30 in the class but i only reached sch at abt 8+.... Sorry u guys.. especially mel..... overslpt... i was having a presentation on tt morning for PD.. So i was a little panic.. actually very panic but had to calm myself so tt i could do the presentation well....well.. luckily, everything went smoothly.. Rina was late to pass me the paper containing the info.. thank god i had the draft... fyoo.... hahaha... after PD lesson, we were released early so me, malina, katrin n Dia bought a cup of bubble tea each n sat down...Dia brought a packet of CHACHOS..yummy.. We shared them.. Rina later came to join us... at 9.55 we went off to math lecture rm... at 11+, juz b4 me, rina n mel went to FJ, IDr Chan saw me n wanted to speak to me.. it was regarding the Astronomy Competition which i n some of my friends volunteer to help out.. haha.. cos got CCA points i think.. hahaha...He passed me some info regarding tt thingie... so after tt, we went to Fj... today, surprisingly, i finished first... haha.. usually it was either rina or mel.. but todae.. it was me.. ahhaha....when i was having my last bite of crab meat n fishball, a guy came up to me n said tt he wants to talk to me.. Caught in surprise, i stood up n give a blur look at mel n rina.. both of them seem clueless too..he said tt he always saw me in sch n thinks tt he wants to get to noe me.. it was fine wif me so i agreed to be friends wif him...while he was talking.. i was covering my mouth most of the time becos of the crab meat n fishball in my mouth.. hahaha.. n i guess i really looked awful there.. hahaha..we exchange numbers i had to rush back for my EF lecture...... otw to EF lecture.. i saw HIM.... i was shy to called him but rina juz called his name n said tt i got something to say... in fact, i really got something to say.. n it was regarding the astronomy thingie... he actually agreed to help out too.. hahahahahahaha.... after our EF lecture n another break... we had EF lab.... during the lab... he told us our result for the lab test.. n i got B-... okielah..not tt bad..hehe... here are some pictures taken todae..

me......... me n Rina...

Me n renhao....... melly......
after sch, i met Fe at yishun mrt station n we went to MAC to eat ice-cream.. haiz.. i had two types of ice-cream todae... one was the lime wif vanilla ice-cream while at MAC i had strawberry colosso... mmmmm...........yummy..yummy.. hahaha...n since todae was the day o level result released, Fe told me tt she got A2 for English, a subject which she retook.... CONGRATS GAL!!.. i'm happy for u.... u deserve it gal.. proud of u.. haha.. neway, the decision is yours... think carefully n make a wise decision.. i'll support u no matter wat ur decision is... hahaha... went home after tt n took a nap.... woke up n watched chinese dramas.... now blogging n had something to do later.. hahaha... that's all for todae... gdnite...

me rina n fe......

2005-02-27T00:33:00.000-08:00

woke up at abt 11++.. remembered tt rina n fe coming over , i quickly woke up n took a shower... clean the hse n followed my sister to northpoint to buy food... my aunt came early in the morning as she dunno where else to go since both her children had got married.... Me n my sister went to buy food at KFC.... we even bought sushi n had them at food junction at northpoint.... later abt 3+ both rina n fe came to my hse... We were supposed to do project... but we chatted instead.. but we did a bit of them... rina were talking abt the trip to malaysia.. a real ghost story since it happened to her.... n Fe... she keeps making me scared n shocked when rina was talking...then we listened to songs n took picture n stuff... haha.. here are some of the pics

our funny faces...

our cute faces...

our blurry faces...

me n fe..

Rina.... me.... fe....

ard 7+, i n rina send fe to the nearest shop as she continue to walked back home.... when we stopped b4 went our separate ways, we chatted for abt 10 mins.. n tt oso Fe can make us laugh.. she shouted when she saw a cat passed by her.. i was shocked n scream when she did so.. rina heard me scream n she oso scream.. n it was like the three of us screaming abt the same times... hahahahahaha... abt 8+.. i hailed a taxi for rina n she went heading home.....After which.. i went home n realised i got two things tt need to be done by tonite... tt is my PD n pricing for comm skill... at abt 11+.. everything's done.. wakhakhakhakhakhakhakhakha.... hahaha... now... i'm feeling tired ... tmr another new day... haiz... **looking for to meet the someone i sch.. haiz....

my cousin wedding....

2005-02-26T00:47:00.000-08:00

wah... finally home... i jus came back from my kak sedara hse.... todae... i woke up at abt 10+...i was a little disappointed cos i couldnt watched my friends competition.. one is DanceWork n other GPA.. ape ape puisi ape.. Shahani was involved in it... Sorry u guys... Guess i really miss both the fun.. neway, by the time we bathed n make up n stuff b4 leaving for my kakak sedara nye wedding,it is already 1+.. left home n my uncle send us to Eunos, my grandpa 's hse..can say my childhood days are mostly spent there....erm... my sister, my mum n I we had our lunch first n then we helped out there... my sister n i wiped the wet dishes n put it at the proper placed.... When the guy's side arrived both my cousin, fifi n lydia, went up to witnessed the akat nikah.... so poor me n my sister had to cover the giving of berkat for them.. at abt 5+, we took the charted bus to the guy's place at Ang Mo Kio.... WOoooo.... the place was well decorated.... i like the pelamin alot..simple n elegance..but then, my kakak sedara wore this red long gown which really goes well wif her.... Hardly saw her with make-up, she really looked very beautiful on the special day of her's.......... n since we were there, we had to eat there n i think that the food at my side is better than the guy side...It is not tt i'm cerewet or wat. but really.. even my dad said so...hahaha.... stayed tt for quite some time.. So, my sister, cousins n me had a talked... one of my cousins had already got married ... n it happen tt her husband used to b in the same primary sch as my sister n brother.. they are all from Da Qiao Primary... Woo.... such a small world....the guy is quite handsome...very friendly n humorous ... my sister said that she used to be fat, short n dark complexion.. but now, he is quite fair, thin n still not tt tall lah..hahahahaha... neway, who cares.. he is already my cousin's husband... hahaha... So after tt, we headed back to Eunos... on the way, i give Shahani a called n asked her abt her competition.. She said tt she make it to final for her competition, unfortunately,my DanceWork team didnt get a chance to get into the final...nvm u guys... still haf next yr..... To Shahani.. Congrats...wished ya all the best for the final round.... k.. enuff of tt... when reached Eunos it was already abt 8+... everything had been clean n clear by my relatives... So we went upstair to stayed at my grandpa hse...me, my sister n cousins sat in my uncle room..We watched the show, Freddy vs Jason...nice show man.. hahaha... outdated right me?? hahaha.. only now tt i watched that show... hahaha.... but nvm... haha.... at 10+.. we left my grandpa's hse n went home by taking 854 bus back to yishun...it is not that we didnt want to take a taxi bus ...there are 5 of us... surely the taxi-driver wont take us..managed to take a short nap in the bus... hahaha.. now, reached home.. showered n blogged.. hahaha... now.. i am very...very....very... damn tired.. so gdnite n sweet dream...

*p/sZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzz.... ++ *snoring.....

everythings going smooth...

2005-02-25T22:58:00.000-08:00

erm.. in the morning.. i check out my bestfriend's blog... WOW.. the guy wif her in the train is... so hot... i mean.. good-looking... didnt expect him to be who he is in real life.. ... (fe u noe wat i mean)hahaha..neway, went to sch ard 11+... Studied math in the library wif mel... abt 1 + went to MAC to haf lunch.... later, Rina came to join us there.... abt 1.40 we left the place n went to the lecture rm for the test... Maths.. fwoo..... finally done wif the math... Luckily i managed to do it... it was okie for me....but i feel bad cos some of them say they couldnt do it... mayb i was only one step ahead since i studied A.math b4... erm.... after the test... i went to my aunt hse at Marsiling to take something for my mum..... along the way Bob accompanied me by exchanging messages.... Thanks bob....when i reach Marsiling, i didnt noe wat bus to take so i walked instead... n i really mean WALKED... haiz... took me 25 mins b4 i reach her hse.... huuu...... but it a very hot day.. sweating all the way there.... reached my aunt hse she served me a glass of cold drinks n hot macaroni.. erm.. thanks Cik Rin.... down there, we had a great talked .. we talked abt guys, sex n school.... she's very open-minded.... hahahahaha... then, took a cab hm...after i wased up n stuff i took a short nap b4 the Chinese drama at 7 start... at 7, woke up n watched the drama... then at 8.. went in to checked my email n stuff....at 8+, fe came to my hse n we chatted for abt 45 mins b4 she went home.. we chatted abt Fs n sch...hahaha.. fe is one nice gal.. i enjoys spending time wif her... at 9 went to went to watched the other chinese drama.... hahahaha... now... blogging n listening to music.... Raghav n kelly clarkson... erm.. loves their song... fe.. u really good at recommending songs.... hahahaha... thanks gal.. erm...now.. i suddenly feel hungry.. so gotta grab a bite...
ta-ta...

math test todae....

2005-02-25T11:57:00.000-08:00

hi again...woke up early todae.. n i guess i will blog since two days i had not blog..... erm... actually i got nothing much to say abt wat i did on the past two days.... basically, all i did was my project n i actually study for math.... wah.. good gal huh??..hahaha... todae.. i'm having math common test ...wish me luck ya.. hope i got do well for it.. cos i tik tt is the only module i'm good at.. haiz... i sux at programming n most of the other module....btw, who r this ppl who tagged in my tagboard.. they tagged as if they are chatting in msn.. so fun ya... i guess they better stop "chatting" there.. juz tag when needed.. can say tt it is kind of irratating...argh......forget it...now, me going to school.. i'll blog again later in the evening...
p/s:going to sch to study math.. paper at 2pm...

Common test wk....

2005-02-22T05:00:00.000-08:00

Shahani n me

erm... being trying to updated my blog.. but too bad... luck haf not been by my side..... try to updated soon....on 20th Feb was my good friend bdae... Shahani.... ... sha, Hapy 18th bdae... sorry for not being able to meet n stuff... make up to u soon.... on the same day, it was my future brother-in-law's sister bdae.... kak Ayu happy 23rd bdae.... i wrote for a msg in friendster n she requested tt i put it in her testi..cos she loves tt msg... hahahha.. not prob gal.. hahaha...

Yesterdae, was my MC common test.... i guess did OKIE for tt test... one of the question worth 14 marks i couldnt do... haiz... feel like crying but too bad... juz need to cross my finger n pray tt i pass the test..... after the test, i went to haf brownie wif ice-cream while rina had strawberry smoothies.... after tt, i took the bus while rina took te train wif susu.... in the bus, rina called me saying tt she took the train tt terminates at yishun.. so got off there n meet me at the bu stop which i'm going to alight to....we met again n chatted for half an hr b4 we went our separate ways again....

todae, i went to rina's hse n suppose to do project but we didnt nothing instead... haha.. we chatted n she burn one cd for me... thanks rina.... at abt 4+ meet my mum at Sembawang Sec sch to watched my brother played soccer... hahaha.. but too bad, his team lost..... 4-0... haiz.... went back home n took a nap... now, blogging.... hopefully this time round it will not disconnect ... *cross finger.... now, gtg... wanna watch the 9 o'clock chinese drama...... bubye...

SP valentime....

2005-02-18T21:58:00.000-08:00

sorry guys..didnt blog yesterdae cos i got no time to... neway, yesterdae, me n rina skipped java lab.... we were late for class n didnt feel like going too... so we went to haf breakfast at FJ... this time, we had japanese delicacies for breakfast .. we had kani maki, kani inari, inari sushi n omelette handroll.... mmm.. yummy.. yummy..hahaha.. then we went to shopping arcade to buy some snack and hang out at the four level of the SEG building ... we chit-chat as we enjoy our snack....at 12 we went to meet mel outside FJ.. Rina n mel went to buy something for lunch n then we went to the area outside the lecture rm to haf our lunch... my classmate then joined us for lunch there too.. all of them had their food packed n eat together outside the lecture rm.... at 1 we went for JAVA lecture.... as usual his lecture is boring...so we jus talk n do our own things.... then it was the math tutorial... haiz.... there we meet again the old hag...oopss ..i mean the lecturer....jus pay attention for tt one hr.... i was supposed to attend WSS n astronomy lecture but i skipped both of them... hahahahaha... i went to SP instead... rina accompanied me there... down there, i meet fe n siti... my purpose of coming there is to watch siti perform... she has this talentime for only the ICT student in SP.... i n rina went to support her....she really got a good n smooth voice.. i was mesmerized by her voice...she can really sing... AWESOME ... neway siti, it is okie that u lost...u haf to b strong n try again... there is much more chance out there.. neway i dun haf to worry cos i noe u can make it someday.... overall the talentime is...erm.. okie...not bad.... there was this guy ,his name is SYED n all four of us including siti thinks tt his voice is great.... He sang this westlife song together wif his two chinese friends who played the guitar.... their performance was touching... they actually performed tt for their classmate which they haf gone through wif for 3 yrs.... their classmate were so supportive although they won only the third prize... tt is a $50 voucher... at abt 8+ we went back... rina took the bus home as she stay near Dover... me, siti n fe took the train .... siti went her separate way when we reach jurong east.... i n fe managed to get a seat when we took the train from jurong east towards marina bay train... in the train, we talked abt his indo-chinese guy which we saw at the SP auditorium... tt guy is quite good looking... n surprisingly, we saw him aboarding the train at woodland... i guess he recognized us too cos he gave us a smile... but too bad he alighted at sembawang....*sob..sob.. fe n i noticed tt he turned back a few time to look at us.. i guess he was looking at fe cos his eyes direction shows tt... fe... dun keep saying "nolah..nolah..".. hahaha.. he is indeed looking at u... hahahaha... at yishun we alighted n fe walked me back to my hse....along the way.. we talk abt mine n her crush.... fe i really hope the best for u.. there is nothing more i cant do cos i dunno HIM tt well...as for mine.. erm.. nothing much to talk abt.. i guess tt's all for yesterdae..... N fe dun forget to send me those pics.... chiao....

Raghav... reggae's in the hse tonite.....

2005-02-17T05:21:00.000-08:00

that is fe n me.....

todae.... i woke up early.... abt 8+... be a good n mummy's gal todae..... shower n clean the whole hse..... did tt cos my class start at 2... so i didnt waste time n get down to work.... i completed cleaning the hse for only an hr.... including watering the plant outside my hse... hahaha.... mummy must be very pleased..n she really was....when she woke up... she asked me to fetch Insyeerah, a girl my mum haf been baby-sitting for almost 5 years.... my dad bought for me thosai for breakfast....n prata for my mum.... my brother came to meet my mum.... he always did tt... almost every morning.. hahha.. dunno wat's his motive... later went to sch.. meet Rina n we walked together.... during DMD e-learning i check my mail n stuff.... after tt.. went to the canteen to get myself a cup of bubble Tea.... CHOCOLATE ICE-BLENDED... *slurp*... went for MC lecture.... for tt one hr.. i really paid attention...mayb cos i sympathise(i dunno is tt the correct spelling) the lecturer... the microphone was spoilt n she haf to speak very loud in order to give us a lecture... Rina skipped MC lecture cos she wanna meet her cousin..... went back home alone n when i reached home, i started to DL Raghav's songs.... i tell u guys... He's song are great...i really love them.... all thanks to FE.... she recommended them... fe...xie xie.. one of my fav from his songs are...... cant get enough.....it goes like this....

Kabhi aar kabhi paar laaga teer nazar
Sayan ghayal kiya reh tune mora jigar
Kabhi aar kabhi paar laaga teer nazar
Sayan ghayal kiya reh tune mora jigar

[Verse 1]Stand by here we go again
Jus you let me wait let me know again
Ain't nobody special girl I'm jus a friend
I bet you cant recall my name
I think about you everyday 24/7 girl in every way
Try to move on but what can I say
No-one else can take your place

[Chorus]
I guess I done this when I should have done that
I tried to be smart but I want you so bad
Have you ever needed what you've never ever had
I jus cant get enough enough enough
Jus when it looks like I'm gonna get close
My lips mess up and my words don't flow
I jus cant wait till we freaking more frequently baby
Coz I cant get enough enough enough

[Bridge]
Kabhi aar kabhi paar laaga teer nazar
Sayan ghayal kiya reh tune mora jigar
Kabhi aar kabhi paar laaga teer nazar
Sayan ghayal kiya reh tune mora jigar

[Verse 2]Oh no I should have spoke up
See whats goin on now I'm choke up
Like I was sleeping and should have woke up
I ain't gon' let it end like this
Word of town says you broke up
You been around and keep your hopes up
I'll be around and baby know what
I'm bringing what you can't resist
[Chorus]

[Verse 3 - Iceberg Slimm]
Yo, come onShe pulled up in a blacked out BMLadies and gentlemenLittle miss thug in her baby pink timberlandPretty plus and her scentMrs DominicanNikata baby check the ice like stella With 5 5 brown eyes smile like JloLeft thigh right thighTight like west coastHello pretty mamaCaught you from the side of my eyeYa feet are hurting coz u running my mindLookA lot of guys must be dropping you linesSoS'get to the point not to be wasting your timeI think I love you here's my numberBaby give me a callNot the others or my brotherNow we're steady for sure
Oh mere janeja, oh mere dhil ruba,
oh mere pass ah,kahe na jana Oh mere janeja,
oh mere dhil ruba,oh mere pass ah, kahe na jana
[Chorus]

to see more of his song... visit his webby @ www.raghav.com

Then, at 8+, Fe came to hse after she had visited her both brothers in the hospital.. Dengue fever.... hahaha..oopss...sorry... We had a great chat... btw, i'm thankful tt God send her for me... she is one great friend... she's easy n someone whom i can really talk to.... at my place, she intro more Raghav songs to me... fe.. enough pls.. or i'll get addicted to it... hahahaha... she left at abt 9+.. i wanted to watch the 9 oclock chinese drama but my uncle was watching some documentary show... nvm... i'll blog....tt is wat i'm doing now... i guess todae is very relax day for me...klah... so much for todae... i guess i noe wanna watch Ikhlas..an indonesian drama... bye.. gotta catch tt...

after a long time......

2005-02-16T04:45:00.000-08:00

hi.. todae.... i n Rina skip DMD e-learning..... reach Yio Chu Kang 8.20am... called Rina n waited for her to come... we went to food juction to grab a bite but end up having a heavy breakfast.... we bought a plate of chicken chop + chicken soup + a chocolate waffle.... erm.. sorie fei.. wakhakhakhakha.....after tt we went for math lecture but instead of listening to her we chat the whole two hours..... laughing n talking crap most of the time..... but having her companied enjoyed my day... not forgetting mel... she is one person who i look up as a sister.... like it when she mimics others ... hahaha.... poor her todae haf an ulcer in her mouth... she could hardly enjoy her bowl of porridge during lunch.... mel i advice you to rinse ur mouth wif salt water... really... it is effective... for u guys out there, try it when u got it.... next we haf DMD lab... we did Audio Forge.... Shu ting computer got problem and i shared mine wif her.... we had a great time playing n editing wif the sound.... after DMD i was supposed to go for WSS but i skipped cos i need to be home by 5.....meanwhile, managed to waves at the guy which i got to noe thru friendster... he got lab next to my lab... i inform him to wave at me if he saw me so tt i could understand tt he is the one... feel quite embarass though.. mel was so cute when she said tt she wanna take a look at him.. hahahaha... Rina meet susu n then meet me n mel at shopping arcade.... mel bought a chocolate ice-cream, rina bought 3 tam-tam crab cracker .. as for myself i bought a chocolate ice-cream, one dove chocolate bar, one crunch chocolate bar n two cheese ball cracker.....wah... i dunno y but juz feel like eating them so much.... reach home gave Abu a call someone who treats me as his good friend.... thanks abu.... neway, hope u reconcile wif HER.... i'll pray for u.... i talk to him on the phone for 2 hours... hahahaha.. it's been long since i talk to him... alot to tell you but time doesnt allow me to... went to haf my nap after tt.... at 6.55 i woke up to watch My Fair Lady... now blogging.... k... gtg... cos got the 9 o'clock chinese drama to catch..... bye...

sorrryyyyy....

2005-02-14T02:41:00.000-08:00

erm..... sorry u guys out there... i actually dun like n very lazy to blog... (wonder y i haf a blog)... haiz... neway.. haf some connection problem lately... singtel sux.... so do my blog.. hahahaha.. people been telling me to update... but sometimes i juz got so much problem connecting to the net.... i haf a lot to tell.... but i juz cut it short... i promise i try to blog more often....

During chinese new year..as usual... my family n i went to stay overnight at Changi beach.. there were so many people n mostly malays....i did nothing much there... juz hang around wif my sisters n niece n nephews.. my brothers n uncle were busy fishing.... but too bad.. they caught no fish... wakhakhakha... my father brought his two friends..n both were in theirs 20s...hahaha.. dunno how he managed to get those guys.. neway.. both were very close to my dad.. they were talking n lazing around wif my dad the whole night... one of them later help me wif the BBQ-ing... as my mum put me in charge that.. he is quite good-looking though.. took one of his shot using my phone but i couldnt post it....*too bad* ....

On friday, 11 February.. i haf a mini grp outing wif Ferina, Saleem n Reedwan...As for Raakesh, Fei n i tried to persuade him but he refused to come along.. reason??... he need to study... duh.... neway.. Fei n me went to Tampines mall to meet wan n leem.... meet them at the BIG~ Macdonald... hahahaha... we chit-chat , took crazy shots as me n fe had our breakfast cum lunch there.... later we went to CHEERS to get some titbits for ourselves b4 taking 969 back to yishun.. lame rite.. went to Tampines mall juz to fetch leem n wan.. hahahaha... but the time spend was worthwhile.. took more pics in the bus b4 we went separate ways when we reach yishun....

On Monday, 14 Feb... it was V dae..... wasnt expecting for anything as i dun haf a BF... went to sch as per normal only tt Ridzman went to sch together wif me in the morning... had PD lesson... nothing much to do... went for math lecture....then after the lecture.. R said tt he wanna talk to me for a while... went to meet him n later he pass me a gift + flower.. caught in surprise...i juz said Thank you... rina n mel started teasing me... hahahaha.. later had our lunch... the whole class went to haf lunch at MAC n Grinning Gecko.. something like tt...hahha... mel, rina n me had a small feast... we bought n share brownies wif vanilla ice-cream, strawberry shortcakes, fruit cakes, one ice blended mocha n dunno wat strawberry drink rina bought..... it was so nice as we enjoy them while watching the annual grammy award..... after lunch had our EF lecture.... pretend to study as we haf practical test later on...... at 2 we went to our lab.... had our test... i did a stupid mistake tt is took the wrong resistor n got my mark deducted by one...haiz.. after the lab session... i wanted to rush to the ladies when stepf shouted my name... she ask me to wait but i said later i meet them again ... urgent case...hahaha.... got out... went to meet D n the rest.. he pass me a gift and the whole class including the lecturer saw tt.... i was so embarass but i tried to act normal..Only my brother n ariff, my neighbour, were at home...heat up some food for them to eat.. When my mum, aunt n sister got back home they saw the gift n started to tease me... wat my mum first reaction was she gave me a cunning smile n said "wah u got so many present huh??" i was like huh??.... wat the .....hahahaha.....she later ask me.. "eh how many bf u got huh?? people got one present for v dae u got two..."... i juz gave her a fake smile..my sister were excited seeing the gift... she unwrapped the gift from D... she said it was nice .... when she open the box of white choc by R.. she said.. huh?? white chocolate??? aiyah... i told her off by saying.."eh i was the one who got it... i like white choc wat.. so who cares ..as long as i like...okie wat..."... bad though.. hahahaha... but i like the choc n necklace.... thanks R n D....

reunion dinner cum katz bdae.....

2005-02-01T05:49:00.001-08:00

hahaha.. finally.. i can use my home com to blog....wakhakhakha... btw, i jus bought a new hp...samsung e700A on friday(28 jan '05)... not badlah.. todae... in the morning we had comm skill... later we went to play tennis n some played basketball.....mel n me was just sitting down watching them played... saw bernie(dennis's friend)....it haf been a long time since i last met him... but we didnt haf a chance to talk much... later we got MC.... we haf to used the "tsunamipro" thingie to record our voice or anything n edit... i was so blur tt i jus sit down n record the song once n played it again n again til end of lesson... hahahaha.. me l n rina was so into it tt they song n recoeded their voice... hahahahaha.. cute though... later we went to AMK seoul garden to haf our so-called reunion dinner for chinese new year cum katz bdae...... we haf so much fun there.... when we reach there i saw this grp of guys caoming out.. i dunno them.. simon turn around n told me tt they r from Sleague club player.. ..... sorry not interested.. only ninterested in shahril ishak... wakhakhakha... when we got inside...i saw aide iskandar wif his wife i guess wif a few of his member..... hahaha.. btw, i say aide iskandar smiling at me.. (prasan...wakhakhakhakha) after our so-called reunion dinner had finished me rina n susu when to the AMK cental to walk so as to help me look for cross-stitch thingie... as it meant for somone bdae... hehehe...i shall not tell who tt person is... while the ohters went to town to shop..... i took train back to yishun so as to meet ferina.... we went to KFC to talk for a while as she haf her dinner there..... it always haf been fun to haf her companion... i hope i haf been urs too....hahahaha... btw, all the best fe for tmr... watever the answer is, u haf to stay strong... now i at home blogging when my whole family went to JB except for my dad(working..)... now gtg... need to slp more as one of my friend say tt i look like a panda already... hahahaha...

hardly can blog... new plan??!!

2005-01-24T21:17:00.000-08:00

hahahaha.... wah,... so hard to blog.. my hse com sux..... cos i cant blog..... *sob..*sob....*but... wakhakhaha.. i can only blog on wednesdae.. thanks to tt MC lecturer.. haha...so for this one week.. erm... hari raya haji was okie... spend time with my aunty n uncle @ my aunty hse.... on Saturday, went to visit my relative at the hospital.... after tt, we went to west coast to relax.... hahaha.. it was fun... my cousin n I played almost everything down there.. hahahaha... it was fun though.... on Sunday, went to my cousin wedding... it was simple n nice one... my family was the first family to took picture wif her... hahaha.. hope to get tt soon.... help out there... not to forget check out the guys too... but, erm...erm... all not .................................................... (keep it to myself)... On monday.. late for classs... haiz... In the afternn... wah.. it was an escape from death... hahahahha.... we nearly get debarred from exam cos we skip EF lecture... feel bad though...

Phantom of the opera.....

2005-01-19T01:15:00.000-08:00

wakhakhakha... went to watch a movie on tuesday at sembawang.... sun plaza... went to watch phantom of the opera as we skip MC lab... we refers to mel n rina.... after tt.. we went to esplanade .... juz lazing n relaxing there.... b4 we reach there, we passed this underground path... there we took alot of crazy n cute picture as the backdrop there were very artistic n simple.... hope to upload them but wif rina.. upload some other day.... after tt.. took train to junction 8 to meet my sista as we wanna eat dinner together.. plan to eat at KFC.. but went to food junction instead......hahahahaha...... then hehehehehehehee......................finally we went to buy TAUFIK"S CD.... wakhakahkha.. yeah... actually i'm not a fan of him only tt i support him as he got talent... then we headed home.... took train... n here came the embarassing part.... i walked in front of my sister as she was on the phone wif her fiancee.... i was walking n suddenly, my sister shouted"AMAH!! ko ada tissue tak?( got tissue)... n it was so laugh tt the guy behind her turned n laugh... a malay aunty beside her laugh too... i was embarass.. wahlau.. AMAH ... wat a name to call... hahahaha.... all the way home laughing abt tt.... reach home... DL phantom of the opera song n did my DMD hw..

yesterdae.............

2005-01-10T22:03:00.000-08:00

this update is for yesterdae..... it was a simple n easy Monday.... as usual.. morning having PD.. we acted out a skit for the class..i find kinda interesting.. very funny i guess... after.. yeah!!.. no math.. tt old n fragile math lecturer... she is good but can hardly communicate wif her.. still prefer CHanah... hahahahaha... we haf break til 12... went for EF lecture.. then break again.. @ 2.. our EF lab start....kinda interesting.. finding voltage n resistance n current using AMMETER n this one supply + breadboard... relaxing n fun..... then went back home..N this is where it boost my day.. Ridzman lend me his sister's bf vcd.. an indonesia telemovie... cool.. Eiffel..I'm in love.... wah... Thanks so much ridz..FE... dah tengok dah.. hehehehehe...... i wanted to watch again later at nite wif my sister n bro but i read a malay novel instead n fall aslp abt 10 min later..
hahaha.. klah..gtg.. bye...

relaxing days.....

2005-01-10T21:05:00.000-08:00

yo... hi everyone.. hardly i could post my blog... haiz.. com sux... now got the chance in sch, i'll try to update.. Farra is still helping me on the blogskin.. ferina oso helping out... btw, now i'm having MUltimedia Computer.... it always end early.. i love this module... muacks..... wakhakhakhakha... b4 this... i went to donate my blood.. wahlau... haiz.... firtly.. checkup a an indian lady doctor.. she was nice BUT... i was unlucky... my temperature is 38.9.... haiz.. having fever when i'm okie.. haf to wait for 15 min while drinking mineral water to cool down my temp... check again and it was 37.0.. fooo.... thank god.... went to blood check and it was steady.... then.... here come the most unluck part.. the nurse poke my left arm to get my blood.. but.. she say.. my vein is fine and small... haiz.. i was poked again for two time b4 she got my vein... hahaha... become a laughing stock.. haiz..... it was fun though... the poking part feels like an ant bites... feel great after doing my part.. it is a good deed okie.. proud of myself... but.. poor me.... she say i might not get a chance to donate again... sob...sob... k.. that's all fro todae.. gtg.. bye.... will try to update more soon....

todae....

2004-12-01T01:55:00.000-08:00

haiz...finally after so many months of trying to update my blog... todae finally i can.... haiz... now i actually having my WSS so called lecture now.. but i jus cant stand being lecture by the boring lecturer....PC AND NETWORKING..... nice name but tedious work... now is omly 10.51AM!!.. syill got abt one hour more to go....POOR ME!! yesterdae... i went to haf dinner wif my family and Insyeerah's mother, father, and her mother good friend, aunty Sarah...
it was an advance celebration for Insyeerah's mother.... It was a nice and simple celebration.. i bought a candle with a "i 'm giving u a candle to light up ur days.. i got nothing to say only HappyBdae"... hahhaaha.. cute rite.. haiz..gtg.. the lecturer is looking at me...