Wednesday, July 11, 2007
Graduation!>Post on 4 July 2007
OMG.. like finally… But this is the day tt I haf been looking forward.. The day where I can see glow on my parent face.. Even though I noe my result is something I cant be proud of.. Erm..At least I got my Diploma.. Took lotsa pics… Can say I took wif almost evetyone tt I noe.. Erm.. But right now I don’t haf most of them.. So shall upload only those I haf right now..
Currently, I’m feeling so confused.. I js dunno how to put it in words.. Things happen as if I do not exist. Surrounding change every min.. My heart n brain does not even coordinate leaving me in such a confused and pathetic state. Let’s not continue this anymore.. AZIMAH! DO WHAT U NEED TO DO! Lastly, I miss BERNADET. How I wish she’s here wif me for the graduation. Bern.. hope to see ya soon…
Post on 12 July 2007
Currently, I'm in the office.. Doing nothing much.. Sometimes i feel like im being paid for nothing.. But being the good Azimah..*ehem.. I always find thing to do for myself while helping others.. Getting abit restless and boring sometime.. Not so challenging n enjoying.. But it's not like i'm wasting my time here.. THe people here are friendly.. the bosses are nice.. the environment is convienent.. Just tt i'm wanna be active.. Anyway, i'm praying hard to HIM still.. Anyway, i got my eye-candy to look out for.. LOL
Erm.. let me share this.. I have a colleague who i called him a Feng Shui Master.. He's someone who learn geomancy n stuff.. He check out my KUO number thru my year of birth and subsequently check my life direction.. For example, my success direction is facing west.. haha.. But then i'm more curious abt my romance direction then..haha.. He say it's facing my south-west in the position i'm sittting in office.. Haha.. He put a amelyst crystal facing tt direction.. haha.. Eversince, my romance life became kind of active.. Still, i'm not being syirik here.. maybe coincidence .. i still believe in ALLAH though.. This is for the fun of it.. hehe..
Due to this, I started to think about myself.. People ard me haf been showing concern regarding my life partner.. the problem is i dun haf a partner even.. I got feedback like "dont play hard to get or you'll became old maid".. "dun be so choosy or u'll end up wif someone horrible".. I'm getting a bit irritated and disturb by these comments.. I'm still young people.. I'm only 20!! yup 20!!! No hurry rite.. i noe.. i noe.. being 20 and single is pathetic to some but to me.. I believe in GOD tt he'll guide me to find my Mr. Right soon.. I'll just haf to wait and make an effort when the time come.. Falling in love for me is like once in a lifetime thing.. I dun believe people can fall again n again.. It's hard for me to fall for someone easily but when i do.. I do... It's not tt I nvr fall in love before.. Fall for it but end up feeling rejected n hurt.. The recovery period and getting over is not easy..
Til then, i'm scared of falling again... There's people out there who wants to be wif me.. they try to get me but they din try to get my heart... I dun like to hurt others.. I know the feeling of rejection too.. Now, after recovering and moving on period.. I'm stuck somewhere again... Whenever i wanna move on, there's something stopping me.. Now, it reach a point where even my family don't agree on me choosing tt someone.. Give others a chance.. ya.. i'm trying but how can i possibly do tt when my heart n brain dont coordinate.. Hate tt feeling.. Now, i got 2 choices.. Follow my heart or follow my brain.. Seriously, I dont know.. I'm js praying hard to GOD. I leave it to fate...



Currently listening to JOJO-Too little too late & how to touch a girl.....# posted by
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Friday, May 18, 2007
Self update!!>Hi people.. Once again I apologize for not blogging for so long.. All these while, so many things happen to me and I don’t think I can share all of them here..Currently, I’m working as a program coordinator at Life Mastery Academy @ my attachment company, PropNex. This LMA is the subsidiary company lah.. Truly, I enjoy working here as the people here are all so easy going and nice to mix around wif..
I haf so far finish my diploma and will be graduating in July.. How I miss sch now since I’m working.. I miss those lecture and breaks and hanging ard in sch in SIT club in SSN club.. with my classmate, SIT mate, SSN mate, SEG mate, those js tt I lepak wif.. ARGH!!!!!!!! Feel like I don’t want to move on in life.. Din know time will pass so fast.. Js got my transcript a few weeks a ago, and my GPA is damn low.. haiz.. My CCA point is Distinction.. wth rite? I din even get a single Dist in my academic transcript …
Now, I feel quite grown up and be more responsible of my own life.. This year turning 20 and I feel kind of weird somehow.. Looking forward for it sometimes as orh after 20 will soon be 21.. woohoo.. haha.. but sometimes I’m js contented being in my teenage life.. From Secondary sch all the way to poly life..
ACCEPT the fatc AZIMAH tt ya are OLD now.. wahaha.. But tt day when I meet upp wif fe, and abu and farhana, I was supposed to help my uncle buy cigarette and u noe wat, I din bring my IC along.. Abu n farhana were like… Nvm let us buy, if u confirm they will not believe.. They said I look like a school gal.. LOL
On Thursday, meet up wif FE and ABU again.. Always them.. jelak tau.. wahahaha..
Meet up wif them for half an hour only… What we did was.. we took some pics and then they accompany me to buy sushi.. Both of them were like so crazy cos they hang out for a few hours before meeting me up after my working hours… They and their Froblem.. Fromble? Froblem? The actual word is actually problem but they got all excited because someone sms wif typo error .. hahaha..
Klah, I’ll update my blog soon k… Miss u people…

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Thursday, December 28, 2006
>Happy!!I got my bursary.. wooho... klah...got not much time to blog.. enjoys!!# posted by
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Tuesday, December 12, 2006
Lunch wif Supervisor>Todae..i went to haf lunch wif my supervisor, Josephine at Fork n Spoon.. Not only wif
Her lah.. wif Jenny, Joel and joel’s friend, ke xian.. erm.. finally get to chat wif my supervisor.. hehe.. Erm.. she’s only 24 u noe.. haha.. I admired she.. At such a young age,
She got herself a job tt she enjoys and it is quite a good post.. At tt age, I wonder wat I’ll be doing? Erm.. haha..
At last, I got my job scope todae.. tt is data-entry.. I’ve been IT and admin stuff so far.. But I do enjoy doing tt too lah.. Learn a lot from Andrew.. Thanks Andrew.. For helping and teaching me so much.. haha.. I definitely learn something.. Another person I wan to thank is Jenny.. haha.. always there for me.. Tmr mol wont be around.. Next week Joel also wont be ard anymore.. So only u left.. erm.. hehe.. tt is also if ya not so busy.. hehe..
Btw, I got pics to share.. the day I went out wif Ferina, her brothers, Abg boy and Abg Di and cousin, EstaRino.. hahaha Btw, this guy is in camp liao.. first time during tt outing
I find him so quiet and looking so stress.. klau tk.. kacau org je.. but tt day he also got kacau me lah.. Librarian2… argh.. haha.. klah.. got to go back to work.. not yet work lah.. cos waiting for Unni, the programmer to get back to me.. erm… I really dun feel good ifi got nothing to do.. Blogging this also a fast2 one.. haha.. k..k.. bubye..





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Friday, December 08, 2006
Saturday @ work..>
Friday, December 01, 2006
IAP period>**This is for wednesday entry..
Wat a day?! Haiz... Todae is my third day of IAP.. PropNex Pte Ltd... Erm… Nice people around… Cos got some young young people n makciks too... haha… Basically my job scope is to assist this guy name Andrew... In the IT field… So I think my position is some kind of IT support... My supervisor is this lady name Josephine… She is a nice n firm person... She reminds me of this one lady who acted in Princess Hour... The one who look after the princess hour, Caijing/Chae-yeong... But wateva it is... I hope she is someone who I can look for anything in the company... Hopefully she is easy-going too...
On first day, I went to lunch wif this bunch of people who can consider newbies... Like work for a month or so... But this particular lady, the one who initiate the lunch is Jolene is among the senior staff as she works there for 2 years... Surprisingly, when we all started chatting, I got to know Jolene stayed in Yishun area too… N Jenny, this another lady, studied in NYP before and the same course as me... She is three year older than me… hahaha... So coincidence... I guess she’s the one I can get along well so far... haha... Erm... ah ha… This particular guy who work part-time wif us is the one of the Director’s son... haha... Interesting... He is very easy-going n friendly… haha... Yesterdae, he make 5 gals wait for him during lunch... haha.. Our common topic will be abt Korean drama... hahaha... As usual, me n my Princess Hour... haha... Nah... But wif them we talk more... not only Princess Hour... Among there, the common favourite is Full House... haha… They told me abt other Korean drama like, the glass shoe lah... all abt eve... Something like tt lah the title... erm... Aiya... Make me wanna watch more n more... haiz... erm… crazy she... Dun expects me to buy the entire DVD rite... haha... Guess gonna borrow from someone or I js haf to go n buy… erm if got no other alternatives... haha...
Klah... enuff abt tt… erm... Now I haf to start to work n I guess it is not safe to use MSN at work so guys... Dun miss me k when I’m not online... haha… I’ll surely miss all of u… Erm...Blogging... I’ll blog at home n post it at work... So I wun take so much time… Erm… Work more important now... I haf to do well for my IAP...SO I haf to sacrifice MSN for the time being… Hey, but guys do tag me k... Klah... I’ll post again some other day… hehe…N the next time I’ll uploads my colleague pics… For todae I’ll upload my bdae outing wif Nick, Noh, Abu, Khai, Farra and Fe… So called my belated bdae outing... haha... We went to eat at Thai Express then Pool n then we ate dessert at Haagen Dazz at Esplanade… haha… N thanks to Farra n her Nikon Camera, This are all the pics… Hope u guys enjoys seeing it… Pardon me for all the stupid face of mine… haha… back to work now...







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Thursday, November 23, 2006
..........Project Hours........... is Over!!>Project hour is now over.. Todae i s my last day for FYP.. a burden off my shoulder liao.. but new burden is on it's way.. Next Monday onward I will start to work.. I'm attached to PropNex Pte Ltd at HDB hub next to Toa Payoh MRT stn... Erm.. shud be doing data-entry or admin I guess even though i still dunno my job scope.. haiz...Toa Payoh.. most of them say tt it is good place cos got alot of eating places.. cheap n nice somemore.. Can shop.. Cheap n nice somemore... haha.. Can... Can.. erm.. dunno lah.. hahaha...
Some crazy pics i took during FYP.. er.. I still haven upload my partner pic.. SOon bah.. For now.. this is all i got...

Our princess hour pose..

Lyd, Fauz n me..

Purple: Lydia, Green:Fauziah, Blue: ME

Fauziah wif her new crazy princess hour hair-style.. wahaha

yup.. tt's me..

Me wif all the 3 hairy colour pencils.. hehe

"Pencil-Fight" Time.. ahaha.. A-Za!!

alah.. dier lagik.. haha.....
This is special dedication to my forever FYP partner cum partner in crime..hehe..::
"Special Thanks to Lydiana n Fauziah..Thanks for being wif me throughtout this 12 weeks... I know sometime most of my friends came n dropped by my lab and make alot of noise...Sorry on behalf of them.. Hehe.. BUt u guys haf been so understanding n nice towards us.. I will surely miss those break time, cabut-ing time to my house.. Lyd, those morning meet-up, coming in late.. wahaha.. Fauz, tt sexy-butt of urs.. hehe.. gossiping n curses those who we dun like(for example: "long lost king's brother*wink).. haha.. Me dragging n influencing Princess Hour to u guys.. Putting up on all my jokes n lameness... haha.. I'll miss both of you!!! MUacks..Muacks.. Daa..............."
To all those who always come to my lab.. Dun miss me k.. hehehe.. Take good care of yourself n i do gonna miss you guys.. Seee all of you around soon.. hehe..
Thanks also to: Chloe for always asking me to go break.. hehe, Aizat for those fasting month, our afternnoon nap n breaks, Malina,Sha n especially Nurina for accompany-ing me during my breaks n letting me watch those movies from your lappie, Sue n gang, all those tai ti period, lepak-ing.. Classmate, for playing UNO n sometimes lunch breaks together..also participating in SPort champ.., Yvonne n Sammie, those snack during breaks.. News on Soccer, newspaper on C.Ronaldo, Nadirah, those eye's washing session.. u noe wat i mean.. hehe.. n also not forgetting our dearest DTs, Ming Chui n Shu Xian.. hehe.. THANKS!! # posted by
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