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Post on 4 July 2007
OMG.. like finally… But this is the day tt I haf been looking forward.. The day where I can see glow on my parent face.. Even though I noe my result is something I cant be proud of.. Erm..At least I got my Diploma.. Took lotsa pics… Can say I took wif almost evetyone tt I noe.. Erm.. But right now I don’t haf most of them.. So shall upload only those I haf right now..
Currently, I’m feeling so confused.. I js dunno how to put it in words.. Things happen as if I do not exist. Surrounding change every min.. My heart n brain does not even coordinate leaving me in such a confused and pathetic state. Let’s not continue this anymore.. AZIMAH! DO WHAT U NEED TO DO! Lastly, I miss BERNADET. How I wish she’s here wif me for the graduation. Bern.. hope to see ya soon…
Post on 12 July 2007
Currently, I'm in the office.. Doing nothing much.. Sometimes i feel like im being paid for nothing.. But being the good Azimah..*ehem.. I always find thing to do for myself while helping others.. Getting abit restless and boring sometime.. Not so challenging n enjoying.. But it's not like i'm wasting my time here.. THe people here are friendly.. the bosses are nice.. the environment is convienent.. Just tt i'm wanna be active.. Anyway, i'm praying hard to HIM still.. Anyway, i got my eye-candy to look out for.. LOL
Erm.. let me share this.. I have a colleague who i called him a Feng Shui Master.. He's someone who learn geomancy n stuff.. He check out my KUO number thru my year of birth and subsequently check my life direction.. For example, my success direction is facing west.. haha.. But then i'm more curious abt my romance direction then..haha.. He say it's facing my south-west in the position i'm sittting in office.. Haha.. He put a amelyst crystal facing tt direction.. haha.. Eversince, my romance life became kind of active.. Still, i'm not being syirik here.. maybe coincidence .. i still believe in ALLAH though.. This is for the fun of it.. hehe..
Due to this, I started to think about myself.. People ard me haf been showing concern regarding my life partner.. the problem is i dun haf a partner even.. I got feedback like "dont play hard to get or you'll became old maid".. "dun be so choosy or u'll end up wif someone horrible".. I'm getting a bit irritated and disturb by these comments.. I'm still young people.. I'm only 20!! yup 20!!! No hurry rite.. i noe.. i noe.. being 20 and single is pathetic to some but to me.. I believe in GOD tt he'll guide me to find my Mr. Right soon.. I'll just haf to wait and make an effort when the time come.. Falling in love for me is like once in a lifetime thing.. I dun believe people can fall again n again.. It's hard for me to fall for someone easily but when i do.. I do... It's not tt I nvr fall in love before.. Fall for it but end up feeling rejected n hurt.. The recovery period and getting over is not easy..
Til then, i'm scared of falling again... There's people out there who wants to be wif me.. they try to get me but they din try to get my heart... I dun like to hurt others.. I know the feeling of rejection too.. Now, after recovering and moving on period.. I'm stuck somewhere again... Whenever i wanna move on, there's something stopping me.. Now, it reach a point where even my family don't agree on me choosing tt someone.. Give others a chance.. ya.. i'm trying but how can i possibly do tt when my heart n brain dont coordinate.. Hate tt feeling.. Now, i got 2 choices.. Follow my heart or follow my brain.. Seriously, I dont know.. I'm js praying hard to GOD. I leave it to fate...
Currently listening to JOJO-Too little too late & how to touch a girl.....
Azimah Binte Zainol Abidin
Nanyang Polytechnic
19 years old
22nd November 1987
Simple n someone who enjoys her life type of girl..
~ LOVES ~Chocolate
Strawberry,Mango
Purple n Blue
Making friends
Watching movies
Reading malay novel
Manchester United
Cristiano ROnaldo
Korean Drama-->Princess Hours, Full House
~ LOATHES ~Matter of the Heart
Liar
Those who bitch about me
Dogs
~ Wishlist ~Get a puma/adidas jacket
A new Nike/Adidas Sport Shoe
Victoria's Secret bikini
* Taggies *
* Current fave webbie *
Word Ferret Game
YouTube
Victoria's Secret
Singapore Auction
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