erm... things always look fine but sometimes it is a lie... nvr did i expect it to turn out the way it was.... nvr let history repeat itself but i did... i noe i'm not perfect n nobody did... guess my weakest point is to manage my time well for ALL my friend.. n i mean ALL...
CHoice?? mayb everything is abt choice.. wat u wanna eat?? wat u wearing todae?wat time u wanna go to bed? who u choose to be wif?? all abt life is choice..erm.. n one damn thing abt it is i'm not good in it... i noe i'm at fault... i always wanted to accept new challenge in life..for example, itake SIT club as a challenge to myself.. exposure..experience.. friends.. learn abt quality...but to other they prefer not to accept it... again it's abt making a choice..
i'm not angry seriously.. neither am i sad or watever... the only thing i feel is disappointment.. disappointed in myself for not making time for my friends and disappointed in someone who i actually tot she understand me...someone who i already regard her as one of my closest friend... it is not tt i nvr talk to u abt it..i did.. Point out my mistake...Do remind me if i forgot... erm.. but then.. i cant blame her too..js my fault for not doing a good job as a friend in the first place...
Wasnt really feeling well todae..kind of sick n moody...mayb due to PMS... js need to rest n make decision quickly..thanks to those who haf heard me out.. i feel better... guess.. i shud initiate the move first... Sorry to those who i had make u guys feel tt i neglected u...To abu, if ya reading this entry... sorry if this entries pissed u off.."pompuan ni haiz.. tak habis2 ngan diri dier and kawan dier..." haha.. guess ya oso think like wat She's tik.. erm...
Js do wat what i can afford to do now and i tik it's rite..................
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