Friday, September 29, 2006
Going Geylang for the First time during this fasting month..>Helo.. helo.. helo.. hehe.. Search for blogskin and also change my blogskin.. did all that from 9.30 til 12.30..damn man.. 3 hours.. Got some problem tt is why it took me tt long lor.. haha..Finally got something more nice n not so childish..purplish black.. erm.. I find okie lah.. Will search for more.. If got time I’ll do my own blogskin.. hehe.. Ya lah..i dunno how to use photoshop mah.. abit2 can.. not so pro.. erm.. Hope u guys like this better...
Went out for break from 1 to 2.45 wif aizat again.. slack n talk crab.. Orh ya.. btw, yesterdae went to ferina’s hse.. Break fast at her home.. brought along her present and also bought for them bubble teas.. Her brothers so nice lor… talk n joke like they are my bro too lor.. played wif her small cousins.. Amanda, Amelia n Amira.. Cute n interesting gals.. js like their cousin (Ferina).. She keep wanting me to talk abt her.. dun wan lah..I dunno wat to talk abt lah.. btw, I got her small gal pic.. but not wif me now.. cos I accidentally delete it went I open the folder..
Not only fe wanting me to talk abt her.. but ihsan also.. been msning wif him.. then asked y I nvr blog abt him.. klah..klah.. Ihsan.. He is my classmate in poly.. A guy who cannot pronoun one letter in the alphabet.. haha.. always make stupid jokes.. like to flatter himself so much.. to much I shud say.. haha… but overall a very metro guy n always do thing the way he thinks it is right.. Nice to talk to and mingle wif.. OK ihsan.. enuff or not? If not tmr I write one compo abt u.. hahaha..
Later, gg to eat at Hajah Maimunah wif Aizat, Is, Hafiz and maybe wif Yati n Lan also.. Break fast together.. Btw, those guys I mention is Is’ friend.. his lepak member… All of them are nice to mix wif though.. “Relak one corner” nye type.. oops.. in malay.. nvm lah.. hehe.. Guess will be meeting my mum later at night.. erm.. at least got friend to go home wif.. Cos maybe Lan will send yati, Aizat meeting his gf, Is and Hafiz can go home together.. erm.. Will blog abt wat happen later on Monday.. Haiz.. the time is like passing so slow todae.. now only 3.30.. still got 2 hrs more to go.. erm.. guess me gg to play game.. Selamat berpuase...
Neway, this is my horoscope for todae.. erm..i share wif u guys...
Wellness:
When you feel hurt, you tend to turn your hard side toward the outside world to protect yourself, thinking thoughts like "never again" and "goodbye forever." But you don't stay that way forever. To help gently ease yourself out of this "stuck" position, keep yourself going on your usual health regimen. Keep the water flowing through your system, keep the blood circulating with running, walking, or other aerobic exercise, and most of all keep your emotions in check so they don't disturb your sleep pattern.
Rising sign:
Your grounded, practical thinking knows better than to be conned by someone who is all talk and no action. Be careful of someone who is acting rather selfishly. This person is not on your side even though he or she may want you to think so.
Sun sign:
Deep inside you know the right thing to do, AZIMAH. Perhaps you just saw someone drop a twenty-dollar bill on the ground and you reach to pick it up. Do you return it to the person who dropped it, or do you pocket the money for yourself? You are likely to feel like you have the devil on one shoulder arguing with the angel on the other. It is important that you listen to the angel. Do what you know is right.# posted by
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Thursday, September 28, 2006
Wat a day!>Js got back from the library.. hahaha.. still got 1 hr 15 mins left.. haiz.. Sit in the lab from 9 to 12 straight.. played games online, chat n listen to radio.. aHaiz.. i think the "you give me wings" sung by hady is damn nice lor... I like it so much.. But i oso miss jon voice leh.. hahaha..
At 12nn, went to slack with aizat, my slcking partner for FYP... We chat n chat til 1 before gg to blk R another spot to chat again n slp.. hehe.. a good place to take nap seh..after tt we went back to lab for another 1hr 15 min before meeting again to watch vcd at the library.. neway, i need to renew the due date for the SNORT book tt i borrowed for my FYP project..
Watch 'SuperCross The movie'.. But too bad for Aizat, his supervisor came to his lab.. so he haf to went back.. wahahaha.. end up i watch alone.. Actually, wanted to leave after the 1st vcd but end up, nice sia the movie.. haha... so i stayed alone to watch the 2nd vcd.. Luckily the show nice..at least it took 1hr 30 mins to watch the movie.. so now back at lab at 4.30pm.. erm.. currently 4.52pm.. Sammie stop me.. She said "Stop blogging lah".. Aiya.. i'm damn bored lor.. please lah.. let me blog.. hehehe..
Yvonne and sam always pass my lab sia.. they always go for water-refilling session.. wahahaha.. Nice people i haf ard me.. At least i dun feel so dead lah in the lab.. They always make me smile n laugh seh whenever they passed by lab.. Sometime, they offered me snack like the cuttlefish lah, collon n got lah.. hehehe.. Lucky me rite.. But now fasting.. so no more free snack..
Later i'm meeting Ferina, the Birthday girl for todae.. I bought for her a frame and wif lydia's help.. i got a customise card make for her.. used photoshop.. Of all pictures i asked fe to choose.. she said the one on the bus nice.. but since she likes it, okie lor..used tt.. hehe..
Here is the pic.. this is the pic she said nice.. which i decide to used for in the card..

This is the end product.. hehe..

That's all for today.. upload more pictures of th ebdae if i haf tmr k.. hehe# posted by
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1:48 AM
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Wednesday, September 27, 2006
Hurt.. But i js haf to let it be...>Todae.. i was the first one to reach lab.. actually not only mine, but also the other two lab closer to my lab.. no one was in even the DTs.. Surprise rite.. but i'm suprised too.. haha.. actaully i js came back from lunch break.. but i eat obviously cos i'm fasting.. Then went to meet aizat to slack at our new slack spot.. Talked abt stuff and then go slack at blk r lvl 4 to play game.. i brought my small magnetic chess along.. we play some stupid game n soon feel so slpy.. end up take a short nap.. haha.. Lucky got him man to slack.. hehe.. Now in the lab.. most of them went for lunch n haven come back.. Only left wif me, lydia, fauziah n esther... orh n chris.. haha.. js realised tt.. All doing own stuff.. Haiz.. Another boring day...
Played game in the lab:Evidence.. hehehe


Something happen yesterdae.. Kind of upset about it..thanks to my friend.. u noe who u r.. Thanks for sharing it wif me or i'll be kept in the dark.. I hate it when people bitch abt me behind my back.. i noe everyone surely bitch abt something.. i dont mind if it is someone else.. but if my own friend or someone i already treat like more than friend did tt.. it kinda hurt me.. I tried to put my pride away js to make the situation not so tense.. but end up i was the one being put for test.. Sorry if those who read dun understand wat i'm talking abt.. js let it be.. I nvr been this hurt lah.. Not even from the guy who i used to like rejecting me indirectly.. Hate all this guys man.. Js wonder wat they r thinking.. Maybe i shud be lesbian.. wahahahaha.. nah nvr will i... those guy shud be the one turning gays for all i care.. Okie.. i js wanna vent my anger lah.. Thanks to some people who listened to me.. Sue, Aizat n Fei..
Hey.. i came across this joke from www.laughline.com.. here it is...
Joke 1
How can you tell if it's your turn to do the washing up?
Look down your trousers if you've got a dick it's not your turn.
Why did God let women have orgasms?
It gives them something else to moan about.
Why is a woman like a laxative?
They both irritate the shit out of you.
Why haven't women been to the moon yet?
It doesn't need cleaning yet.
Why do women have small feet?
To get closer to oven.
What's the definition of "making love" ?
It's what a woman does when a mans screwing her.
Joke 2
A woman's husband had been slipping in and out of a coma for several months, yet she stayed by his bedside every single day. When he came to, he motioned for her to come nearer.
As she sat by him, he said, "You know what? You have been with me all through the bad times. When I got fired, you were there to support me.
When my business failed, you were there.
When I got shot, you were by my side.
When we lost the house, you gave me support.
When my health started failing, you were still by my side... You know what?"
"What dear?" She asked gently.
"I think you bring me bad luck."
So biased rite.. hehehehe.. but somehow a bit truelah.. Klah.. me gg to continue play game.. hehehe.. Take care people..# posted by
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1:50 PM
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Tuesday, September 26, 2006
Worries no more.. Worries somemore...>hey everyone.. good after.. Sad for me no lunch break.. haiz.. can go also can't go.. haha.. neway, actually i'm playing game.. interesting.. Aizat send it to me.. hehe.. js now we slack for an hour before gg back to our boring lab.. Wanted to blog in the morning but dun haf the mood yet js now..
Finally, I understand the whole thing.. Somehow what i guess is right.. Dun wanna flatter myself though.. But seriously, i dunno wat i shud do now.. I want it but i cant accept it.. Dunno y i feel like this.. I noe when it concern matter of heart, i'm really dumb at it.. it is js feeling.. dunno how to say it lah...aiya.. Really dunno.. Js hope whoever concerns understand.. I guess i js haf to stay the same.. I really cant make a decision.. Reallly.. I can't...
Here is somemore pics tt i wanna share..

cher, me n fe @ blk S level 4 toilet.. hehehe
TT's me n FE during the outing wif my sec sch cliques..# posted by
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5:51 PM
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Monday, September 25, 2006
>Lost my mood during the weekend.. Still not in good mood though.. Somemore fasting month.. Can't go for lunch or tea-break.. Bt js now slack wif Aizat.. then ard 12 plus, yati came to sch.. so hang out wif her n aizat again.. Thought of breaking fast wif them but dunno lah... See how.. Now, in the lab.. dunno wat to do.. tt lecturer still haven update me of wat i shud do.. but i'm js working on my week 3 report.. will be sending him by tmr morning..
Last Saturday, stayed the whole afternn at home.. Help to make 'begedil' for my family.. It took me quite some time to prepare tt.. alot of work to do.. Then.. my new friend, this guy, 'I', ask me out.. He is an NS man though.. So only weekend he can go out mah.. sad rite for all this NS man.. Hahaha... Planned to meet him ard 5 plus at Northpoint.. Ride on his bike to Pasir Ris Park.. He got for me Oreo Cheesecake.. Something i've been craving for this few days.. Finally got it.. Thank ya 'I'.. Went out ard 5 plus but ard 8 i'm already at home cos.. something happen to my friend.. Damn worried for him.. can't get any contact from him.. neither do his friend.. His hp was off.. For godsake, So damn worried lor.. Stay up til 3 am but still no news.. So tired cos haf to wake up ard 8 plus the next day.. Alot of household chores to do somemore.. but end up i woke up late though.. Ard 11 plus.. Haf to give tuition.. So rush.. after all that, got news of my friend tt he's sound n safe.. somewhere.. Happy for him tt nothing happen n as long as he's safe, im happy enuff.. Enuff abt tt lah..
At night watch Singapore Idol.. Hady so handsome.. His voice is Superb.. But i too haf to agreed tt Jon was good too... His first song is POWER... love his sexy voice.. But the original song Hady sang better.. Dun mind who won.. both are good n special in their own ways..
Dunno wat i'm looking forward for this week.. Fasting month.. so mayb gg out after sch to break fast with friends or family member.. No plan so far.. But hope i get to go to Kampung glam... Hopefully this year all the lighting n all is nice n good.. Still not in the raya mood.. Soon lah.. soon sure got the 'semangat' feeling.. hehe..
Btw, here is some photos.. AGM for SIT club stuff.. sad n very emo lah.. hahaha.. but i miss them so much seh..

Miss them so much..

My clubbie mate

Me n Bobby

Me n Kah Yip.. My Handsome boy.. hehehe

Me n Xavier.. My cute buyu.. hehehe

Me n Ridz.. Haahaha..

Me n Weisiong, receiving my .. dunno how to spell lah tt thing..

My fellow Diploma Coordinators...JY, Wana, Jes, Tresa

Receiving the top 3 Favourite exco award.. TT is bloddy shocking lah.. never expect seh..

Me n Calvin Tang.. or can also call him Ah-Soon

Me n Sharon..

Me n dearly.. NATalie

Some of us, in the toilet preparing for the AGM.. hehehe


That's our table with our name...

Me n Sue proving urself tt we are the one who did tt.. hehe

Exco wif the new batch of Excos.. Yeah!!# posted by
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12:18 AM
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Wednesday, September 20, 2006
COnfused!!>It's been months n months since last update AGAIN.. dunno why.. js dun feeel like updating.. but todae after reading my friend 's blog.. i feel like blogging... i guess blog is somewhere people pour out what they feel or it has become a place for freedom of speech tt no one cares abt other's feeling.. but it does something good though sometimes..
Btw, currently, i've start my FYP.. now in the lab or so-called fish tank.. after reading mel's blog.. suddenly i realised most of my friends are feeling down...
Recently, most of my guys friend are going thru National Service..Some in Army n CD.. hardly hear anyone got police..neway, All the best guys... I feel most of the guys who i noe, tt is in NS, started to msg or call me.. Is it because they are always surrounded by guys in NS n they need to keep in touch wif their gals friend so as not to lost interest on gals? Hahaha.. weird isn't it.. haha..
Neway, had a meeting wif my sec sch cliques.. Organise by Fe n Fazli.. Actually on that day, I'm feeling very tired after one whole day in lab.. But somehow i feel mayb i shud js go n meet up with them since it haf been very long since we all hang out together.. very hard to meet them nowadays.. Neway, do miss them lah.. They are js a bunch of crazy and nice people.. Peeps who's there: Ferina, Fazli, Nick, Hatta,Khai, Noh and later Fahmi joined us.. We went to eat at Sakura at Far East.. Haha.. So fun.. Nick is so funny.. people ordered food like "hong kong hor fun", "CHicken Fried Rice".. he ask for "one plain rice please.." *Toink* hahaha.. Me n fe burst into laughter seh.. haha.. but he's one cute guy lah.. Hehehe.. Me n fe like to hang out wif him seh.. So funny.. we feel so comfortable wif him... we can talked abt gals stuff n all to him.. even bitching abt his friends and ours.. hahahaha... After eating at Sakura, we went to Gelare at basement 1.. wah... i actually wantedto eat oreo cheesecake but the one theywas selling is the cookies and cream one.. n u guys wanna noe wat or not.. they cheated our feeling.. tot left one piece so quickly Noh bought it for me.. End up, they put three more pieces there.. hahaha.. wahlau..so funny seh... Then we slack there for sometime...It was so fun.. talked, took some pics n all.. after tt fe n me headed home while the rest of the guys meet Abu at 924.. Klah.. Enufff abt tt outing..
Let's move on..
My feeling?? SO numb or is it so confused? Js dunno wat i'm feeling... Everytime i try to get to noe someone new.. he's always there somewhere in my mind.. Sometime i hate myself for being like tt.. I've moved on but i'm still there... I said i got over him but somewhere in my heart i still care... y? Is there no other guys in this world for me to choose or it is no other guy in my heart ?.. mayb tt is the truth.. no other guy in my heart.. I keep praying to god tt i can get over this n hopefully find someone who feels the same way as i feel.. mayb he is my first love.. So..ya.. Everyone noes... even my family... But it is a feeling tt i can't control... I feel stupid sometimes.. but do try to get out of it n try to get to noe more people mayb more guys.. who knows one of them can make me feel better.. someone who care more abt me.. I'm not desperate here.. it is js that i believe everyone need some love.. i'm not referring to family love.. tt is a must.. this is a feeling between love person from opposite sex... I guess i'm still too young for it but i do want to feel it... Mayb it is js not the time for me YET!! OMG! I'm blogging n guess wat song i'm hearing now?? Stupid Gal by Pink... Js make me feel so stupid.. So coincidence like tt...
Here is js something i would like to share..
Some Quote or it is an honest truth about guys:
1. The nice men are ugly.
2. The handsome men are not nice.
3. The handsome and nice men are gay.
4. The handsome, nice, and heterosexual men are married.
5. The men who are not so handsome, but are nice men, have no money.
6. The men who are not so handsome, but are nice men with money think we are only after their money.
7. The handsome men without money are after our money.
8. The handsome men, who are not so nice and somewhat heterosexual, don't think we are beautiful enough.
9. The men who think we are beautiful, that are heterosexual, somewhat nice and have no money, are cowards.
10. The men who are somewhat handsome, somewhat nice and have money ?/span> and thank God are straight, are shy and NEVER MAKE THE FIRST MOVE!!!
11. The men who never make the first move, automatically lose interest in us when we take the initiative.
p/s: to some guys who don't agreed.. u can jolly well comment whatever u want.. i don't care..
Okie people.. I promise i blog again tmr.. hehe.. mayb update more abt wat happen or even post up some pics.. Guess, got time for tt since everyday 9am to 6pm.. Furthermore, next week is fasting month.. So lunch time n all guess i'll blog then for you people who always read my blog..For those who don't, u can js skip it.. Bubye..# posted by
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6:38 PM
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