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Wednesday, September 20, 2006

COnfused!!>

It's been months n months since last update AGAIN.. dunno why.. js dun feeel like updating.. but todae after reading my friend 's blog.. i feel like blogging... i guess blog is somewhere people pour out what they feel or it has become a place for freedom of speech tt no one cares abt other's feeling.. but it does something good though sometimes..

Btw, currently, i've start my FYP.. now in the lab or so-called fish tank.. after reading mel's blog.. suddenly i realised most of my friends are feeling down...

Recently, most of my guys friend are going thru National Service..Some in Army n CD.. hardly hear anyone got police..neway, All the best guys... I feel most of the guys who i noe, tt is in NS, started to msg or call me.. Is it because they are always surrounded by guys in NS n they need to keep in touch wif their gals friend so as not to lost interest on gals? Hahaha.. weird isn't it.. haha..

Neway, had a meeting wif my sec sch cliques.. Organise by Fe n Fazli.. Actually on that day, I'm feeling very tired after one whole day in lab.. But somehow i feel mayb i shud js go n meet up with them since it haf been very long since we all hang out together.. very hard to meet them nowadays.. Neway, do miss them lah.. They are js a bunch of crazy and nice people.. Peeps who's there: Ferina, Fazli, Nick, Hatta,Khai, Noh and later Fahmi joined us.. We went to eat at Sakura at Far East.. Haha.. So fun.. Nick is so funny.. people ordered food like "hong kong hor fun", "CHicken Fried Rice".. he ask for "one plain rice please.." *Toink* hahaha.. Me n fe burst into laughter seh.. haha.. but he's one cute guy lah.. Hehehe.. Me n fe like to hang out wif him seh.. So funny.. we feel so comfortable wif him... we can talked abt gals stuff n all to him.. even bitching abt his friends and ours.. hahahaha... After eating at Sakura, we went to Gelare at basement 1.. wah... i actually wantedto eat oreo cheesecake but the one theywas selling is the cookies and cream one.. n u guys wanna noe wat or not.. they cheated our feeling.. tot left one piece so quickly Noh bought it for me.. End up, they put three more pieces there.. hahaha.. wahlau..so funny seh... Then we slack there for sometime...It was so fun.. talked, took some pics n all.. after tt fe n me headed home while the rest of the guys meet Abu at 924.. Klah.. Enufff abt tt outing..
Let's move on..

My feeling?? SO numb or is it so confused? Js dunno wat i'm feeling... Everytime i try to get to noe someone new.. he's always there somewhere in my mind.. Sometime i hate myself for being like tt.. I've moved on but i'm still there... I said i got over him but somewhere in my heart i still care... y? Is there no other guys in this world for me to choose or it is no other guy in my heart ?.. mayb tt is the truth.. no other guy in my heart.. I keep praying to god tt i can get over this n hopefully find someone who feels the same way as i feel.. mayb he is my first love.. So..ya.. Everyone noes... even my family... But it is a feeling tt i can't control... I feel stupid sometimes.. but do try to get out of it n try to get to noe more people mayb more guys.. who knows one of them can make me feel better.. someone who care more abt me.. I'm not desperate here.. it is js that i believe everyone need some love.. i'm not referring to family love.. tt is a must.. this is a feeling between love person from opposite sex... I guess i'm still too young for it but i do want to feel it... Mayb it is js not the time for me YET!! OMG! I'm blogging n guess wat song i'm hearing now?? Stupid Gal by Pink... Js make me feel so stupid.. So coincidence like tt...
Here is js something i would like to share..

Some Quote or it is an honest truth about guys:

1. The nice men are ugly.

2. The handsome men are not nice.

3. The handsome and nice men are gay.

4. The handsome, nice, and heterosexual men are married.

5. The men who are not so handsome, but are nice men, have no money.

6. The men who are not so handsome, but are nice men with money think we are only after their money.

7. The handsome men without money are after our money.

8. The handsome men, who are not so nice and somewhat heterosexual, don't think we are beautiful enough.

9. The men who think we are beautiful, that are heterosexual, somewhat nice and have no money, are cowards.

10. The men who are somewhat handsome, somewhat nice and have money ?/span> and thank God are straight, are shy and NEVER MAKE THE FIRST MOVE!!!

11. The men who never make the first move, automatically lose interest in us when we take the initiative.

p/s: to some guys who don't agreed.. u can jolly well comment whatever u want.. i don't care..

Okie people.. I promise i blog again tmr.. hehe.. mayb update more abt wat happen or even post up some pics.. Guess, got time for tt since everyday 9am to 6pm.. Furthermore, next week is fasting month.. So lunch time n all guess i'll blog then for you people who always read my blog..For those who don't, u can js skip it.. Bubye..

# posted by Azzy | 6:38 PM

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